Just so. From a site on a mountain's side--far from the summit--the
ascender hath sometimes a sublimer--often a lovelier vision--than
from its most commanding peak. Yet still he has the feeling of
ascension--stifle that, and the discontent of insufficiency dwarfs and
darkens all that lies below.
BULLER.
Words to the wise.
NORTH.
We fear to ascend higher lest we should lose what we comprehend: yet
we will ascend higher, though we know the clouds are gathering, and
we are already enveloped in mist. But there were no clouds--no mist
on that day--and the secret top of Cruachan was clear as a good man's
conscience, and the whole world below like the promised land.
BULLER.
Let us go--let us go--let us go.
NORTH.
All knowledge, my dear boy, may be likened to stupendous ranges of
mountains--clear and clouded, smooth and precipitous; and you or I in
youth assail them in joy and pride of soul, not blind but blindfolded
often, and ignorant of their inclination; so that we often are met
by a beetling cliff with its cataract, and must keep ascending and
descending ignorant of our whereabouts, and summit-seeking in vain.
Yet all the while are we glorified. In maturer mind, when experience
is like an instinct, we ascertain levels without a theodolite, and
know assuredly where dwell the peaks. We know how to ascend--sideways
or right on; we know which are midway heights; we can walk in mist and
cloud as surely as in light, and we learn to know the Inaccessible.
BULLER.
I fear you will fatigue yourself--
NORTH.
Or another image. You sail down a stream, my good Buller, which widens
as it flows, and will lead through inland seas--or lochs--down to the
mighty ocean: what that is I need not say: you sail down it, sometimes
with hoisted sail--sometimes with oars--on a quest or mission all
undefined; but often anchoring where no need is, and leaping ashore,
and engaging in pursuits or pastimes forbidden or vain--_with the
natives_--
BULLER.
The natives!
NORTH.
Nay, adopting their dress--though dress it be none at all--and becoming
one of themselves--naturalised; forgetting your mission clean out of
mind! Fishing and hunting with the natives--
BULLER.
Whom?
NORTH.
The natives--when you ought to have been pursuing your voyage
on--on--on. Such are youth's pastimes all. But you had not
deserted--not you: and you return of your own accord to the ship.
BULLER.
What ship?
NORTH.
The ship of life--leaving some to lament you, who knew you only as a
jolly mariner, who was bound afar! They believed that you had drawn up
your pinnace for ever on that shore, in that lovely little haven, among
reeds and palms--unknowing that you would relaunch her some day soon,
and, bounding in her over the billows, rejoin your ship, waiting for
you in the offing, and revisit the simple natives no more!
BULLER.
Methinks I understand now your mysterious meaning.
NORTH.
You do. But where was I?
BULLER.
Ascending Cruackan, and near the summit.
NORTH.
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