Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 63, No. 388, February 1848Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 63, No. 388, February 1848
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
“‘Why, Emily, verily I fear that long confinement, and want of
exercise, and change, and air, are preying upon your mind; you are
not speaking rationally. Rise, child, and do not pursue this
folly—or I may think you mad!’ He disengaged her hands gently from
his knee, which they had the moment before clasped, and raised her
from her kneeling posture, she weeping bitterly.
“I am not mad, papa, nor is my sister; but we fear lest God’s anger
should fall upon you, nay, upon us all, if you will not listen to
the voice of compassion.’
“‘Be seated, Emily,’ said the Earl. ‘Excited as you are at present,’
he continued, with rapidly increasing sternness of manner, ‘no words
of mine will be able to satisfy you of the grievous impropriety, nay
the cruel absurdity of all this proceeding. You talk to me like a
parrot about mercy, and compassion, and God’s anger, and so forth,
as though you understood what you were saying, and I understood not
what I am doing, what I ought to do, and what I have done. Child,
you forget yourself, me, and your duty to me. How dared you to
profane yonder Testament, and insult your father by placing it
before him as you did this morning? Did you do so?’
“‘I did,’ she answered, weeping.
“‘You presumptuous girl! forgetful of the fifth commandment!’
“‘Oh, say not so! say not so! I love, reverence you—and I FEAR you,
now!’ said Lady Emily, gazing at him with tears running down her
cheeks, her dark hair partially deranged, her hands clasped in a
supplicatory manner. ‘I prayed to God, first, that I might not be
doing wrong; that you might not be angry with me, that if angry, you
might forgive me!’
“‘Angry with you? Have I not cause? Never dared daughter do such
thing to father before! You presume to rebuke and threaten
me—_me_—with the vengeance of Heaven, if I yield not to your sickly
dreaming, drivelling sentimentality. Silence!’ he exclaimed,
perceiving her about to speak very earnestly. ‘I have not had my
eyes closed, I tell you now, for days past—I have observed your
changed manner: you have been deliberating long beforehand how to
perpetrate this undutifulness! As though my heart had not been
already struck as with a thunderbolt from Heaven—you, forsooth, you
idle, unthinking child! must strive to stab it—to wound me! to
insult me! This is not your own doing: you dared not have thought of
it! You are the silly tool of others. Silence! hear me, undutiful
girl!
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