Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 63, No. 388, February 1848Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 63, No. 388, February 1848
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
“‘Ay, twenty years it is!’ echoed Ayliffe solemnly, sighing deeply,
and looking with sorrowful dignity at the Earl. ‘Life hath, during
these twenty years, been a long journey, through a country dark and
lonesome; but yet, here is the lamp that hath shone ever blessedly
beside me, or I must have stumbled, and missed my way for ever, and
perished in the valley of the shadow of death!’ As he spoke, his
eyes were fixed steadfastly on the Earl, and he placed his hand
reverently upon the sacred volume beside him.
“‘Adam, God hath greatly humbled me, and mightily afflicted me!’
said the Earl; ‘I am not what I was!’
“‘The scourge thou doubtless didst need, my Lord, and it hath been
heavily laid upon thee; yet it is in mercy to thee that thou art
here, my good Lord!’ said Ayliffe, with an eye and in a tone of
voice belonging only to one who spoke with authority. ‘It is in
mercy, too,’ he continued, ‘to me, that I am here to receive and
listen to thee! I, too, have been perverse and rebellious, yet have
I been spared!—And art thou then, my Lord, in thy heart satisfied
that my poor son hath indeed suffered wrongfully?’
“‘Good Adam,’ said the Earl sorrowfully, and yet with dignity, ‘I
believe _now_ that thy son is innocent, and ought not to have
suffered; yet God hath chosen that we should not see all things as
He seeth them, Adam. The law, with which I had nought to do, went
right as the law of men goeth; but, alas! as for me, what a spirit
hath been shown by me towards thee and thine! Forgive me, Adam!
There is one here that knoweth more against me’—the Earl turned
towards Mr Hylton with a look of gloomy significance—‘than I dare
tell thee, of mine own awful guiltiness before God.’
“‘He is merciful! he is merciful!’ said Ayliffe.
“‘Wilt thou give me a token of thy forgiveness of a spirit most
bitter and inhuman?’ said the Earl presently. ‘If thy poor son Adam
cometh home while I live, wilt thou speak with him that he forgive
me my cruel heart towards him?—that he accept amends at my hands?’
“‘For amends, my Lord,’ said Ayliffe, ‘doubtless he will have none
but those which God may provide for him; and my son hath no claim
upon thee for human amends. His forgiveness I know that thou wilt
have, for aught in which, my Lord, thou may’st have wronged him by
uncharitableness; or he is not son of mine, and God hath afflicted
him in vain.’
“Here Mr Hylton interposed, observing the Earl grow very faint, and
rose to assist him to the door.
“‘Good day, friend Adam, good day,’ said Lord Milverstoke feebly,
but cordially grasping the hand which Ayliffe tendered to him. ‘I
will come hither again to see thee; but if I may not, wilt thou come
yonder to me? Say yes, good Adam! for my days are fewer, I feel,
than thine!’
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