Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 63, No. 390, April, 1848Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 63, No. 390, April, 1848
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
“For fun!” said I, hanging my head—“just to see how you’d look, papa;
and that’s the truth of it. Now beat me, do beat me!”
My father threw his book fifty yards off, stooped down, and caught me to
his breast. “Boy,” he said, “you have done wrong: you shall repair it by
remembering all your life that your father blessed God for giving him a
son who spoke truth in spite of fear! Oh! Mrs Primmins, the next fable
of this kind you try to teach him, and we part for ever!”
From that time I first date the hour when I felt that I loved my father,
and knew that he loved me; from that time too, he began to _converse_
with me. He would no longer, if he met me in the garden, pass by with a
smile and nod; he would stop, put his book in his pocket, and though his
talk was often above my comprehension, still somehow I felt happier and
better, and less of an infant, when I thought over it, and tried to
puzzle out the meaning; for he had a way of suggesting, not teaching,
putting things into my head, and then leaving them to work out their own
problems. I remember a special instance with respect to that same
flower-pot and geranium. Mr Squills, who was a bachelor, and well to do
in the world, often made me little presents. Not long after the event I
have narrated, he gave me one far exceeding in value those usually
bestowed on children,—it was a beautiful large domino-box in cut ivory,
painted and gilt. This domino-box was my delight. I was never weary of
playing at dominoes with Mrs Primmins, and I slept with the box under my
pillow.
“Ah!” said my father one day when he found me ranging the ivory squares
in the parlour, “ah! you like that better than all your playthings, eh?”
“Oh yes, papa.”
“You would be very sorry if your mamma was to throw that box out of the
window, and break it for fun.” I looked beseechingly at my father, and
made no answer.
“But perhaps you would be very glad,” he resumed, “if suddenly one of
these good fairies you read of could change the domino-box into a
beautiful geranium in a beautiful blue-and-white flower-pot, and that
you could have the pleasure of putting it on your mamma’s window-sill.”
“Indeed I would!” said I, half crying.
“My dear boy, I believe you; but good wishes don’t mend bad
actions,—good actions mend bad actions.”
So saying, he shut the door and went out. I cannot tell you how puzzled
I was to make out what my father meant by his aphorism. But I know that
I played at dominoes no more that day. The next morning my father found
me seated by myself under a tree in the garden; he paused and looked at
me with his grave bright eyes very steadily.
“My boy,” said he, “I am going to walk to —— (a town about two miles
off,) will you come? and, by the bye, fetch your domino-box: I should
like to show it to a person there.” I ran in for the box, and, not a
little proud of walking with my father upon the high-road, we set out.
“Papa,” said I by the way, “there are no fairies now.”
“What then, my child?”
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