“I tell you what, Collins,” continued Westwood, “this may be all very
well for _you_, who are continually getting into scrapes and out of
them, and don’t seem to care much whether you ship on board an Indiaman
or a corn-brig—you can always find something to do—but to me the service
is _everything_!” “Well, well,” said I hastily, “I’m much mistaken if we
don’t find something to do in India, Tom,—only wait, and that uncle of
yours will make all right; for all we know, there may be news from
Europe to meet us, and I must say I don’t like the notion of being born
too late for turning out an admiral! I’m sure, for my part, I wish old
Nap well out of that stone cage of his!” “No, no, Ned,” said Westwood,
“I ought to clear myself at home first, and sorry I am that I gave in to
you by leaving England, when I should have faced the consequences
whatever they were. Running only made matters worse, Collins!” “No
doubt,” I said; “and as it was my fault, why, deuce take me, Tom, if I
don’t manage to carry you out scot-free! Depend on it, Captain
Duncombe’s friends would have you strung up like a dog, with the
interest he had, and sharp as discipline is just now.” Westwood
shuddered at the thought. “I fear it would go hard with me, Ned,” said
he, “and I shan’t deny that these few weeks have brought me back a taste
for life. But, in spite of all, I’d deliver myself up to the first
king’s ship we speak, or go home in some Indiaman from the Cape—but for
one thing, Collins!” “Ah!” said I, “what’s that?” Westwood gave me a
curious half look, and said—“One _person_, I mean, Ned—and I shouldn’t
like _her_ to hear of me being—” “Yes, yes,” said I stiffly, “I know.”
“It must have been by guess, then!” answered he. “Often as we’ve talked
of her during the voyage, I thought you didn’t know we had met
frequently in London before you came home, and—and—the fact is, I wasn’t
sure you would like _me_ to—” “Westwood,” said I quickly, “Tom
Westwood—what I have to ask is—do you love her?” “If ever a man loved a
woman, Ned,” was his answer, “I do _her_; but if _you_—” “Have you any
chance, then?” I broke out. “Ay, true—true enough, you have the best of
chances—your way is as clear as could be, Westwood, if you knew it! Only
I _must_ know if she is willing—does she—” “I got leave to write to her
in London,” answered Westwood, “and I did so pretty often, you may be
sure; but I only had one short little note in answer to the last, I
think it was—which I had in my breast that morning on Southsea beach,
when I expected the bullet would come through it!” Here Westwood stooped
down to his trunk, and took out a rose-coloured note wrapped in a bit of
paper; I standing the while fixed to the deck, not able to speak, till
he was handing it to me. “No, no!” said I, turning from him angrily, and
like to choke, “that’s too much, Mr Westwood—pray keep your own
love-letters for your own reading!” “There’s nothing particular in it,
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