“Well, sir, at Paris they clapped me into a long gloomy-like piece of
mason-work called the Temple, close alongside of the river, where plenty
of our countrymen were; Captain Wright and Sir Sidney Smith himself
among the rest, as I found out afterwards. The treatment wasn’t so bad
at first; but when you climbed up to the windows, there was nothing to
be seen but the top of a wall, and roofs of houses all round, save where
you’d a glimpse of the dirty river and some pig-trough of a boat. One
day I got a letter from Captain Wright—how they let me have it I don’t
well know—saying he was allowed a good deal of comfort in the mean time,
but he suspected some devilish scheme in it, to make him betray the
British government, or something of the kind; that he’d heard one of the
French royalist generals had choked himself in his prison, but never to
believe he’d do the same thing, though every night he woke up thinking
he heard the key turn in the door. The next thing I heard of was that
Captain Wright had made away with himself, sir!” Here Captain Wallis got
up again, walking across the cabin, seemingly much moved. “Well, after
that I slept with the dinner-knife in my breast, till the jailer took it
away; for I thought at the time that poor Wright had been murdered,
though I found cause to change my mind when I knew what loneliness does
with a man, not to speak of the notion being put before him to take his
own life. For a while, too, Captain Shaw was in the same cell; by which
time we had such bad food, and so little of it, that one day when a
pigeon lighted on the window, which used to come there for a crumb or
two every afternoon, right along with the gold gleam of the sun as it
shot over the dark houses to that window—I jumped up and caught it. Shaw
and I actually tore it in bits, and eat it raw on the spot; though ’twas
long ere I could get rid of the notion of the poor bird fluttering and
cooing against the bars, and looking at me with its round little soft
eye as it pecked off the slab. But what was that to the thought of my
old father that had hurt himself to keep me in the navy, and me able,
now, to make his last days comfortable—or the innocent young girl I had
married the moment I got my commission of first lieutenant, expecting to
be flush of prize-money! It even came into my head often, when I sat by
myself in the cell they afterwards put me into, alone,—how that little
blue pigeon might have carried a letter to England for me—at any rate it
was the only thing like a chance, or a friend, I ever saw the whole time
I was there,—and foolish as the notion may look, why the window was too
high in a smooth wall, for me once to reach it. I heard all Paris
humming round the thick of the stone, every day, and sometimes the sound
of thousands of soldiers tramping past below, over the next bridge, with
music and suchlike—no doubt when the First Consul, as they called him,
went off to some campaign or other: then I’d dream I felt the deck under
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