Under the old pollard tree, by the side of John Avenel’s house, there
cowered, breathless and listening, John Avenel’s daughter Nora. Now,
when that fatal newspaper paragraph, which lied so like truth, met her
eyes, she obeyed the first impulse of her passionate heart—she tore the
wedding ring from her finger—she enclosed it, with the paragraph itself,
in a letter to Audley—a letter that she designed to convey scorn and
pride—alas! it expressed only jealousy and love. She could not rest till
she had put this letter into the post with her own hand, addressed to
Audley at Lord Lansmere’s. Scarce was it gone ere she repented. What had
she done?—resigned the birthright of the child she was so soon to bring
into the world—resigned her last hope in her lover’s honour—given up her
life of life—and from belief in what?—a report in a newspaper! No, no;
she would go herself to Lansmere; to her father’s home—she could
contrive to see Audley before that letter reached his hand. The thought
was scarcely conceived before obeyed. She found a vacant place in a
coach that started from London some hours before the mail, and went
within a few miles of Lansmere; those last miles she travelled on foot.
Exhausted—fainting—she gained at last the sight of home, and there
halted, for in the little garden in front she saw her parents seated.
She heard the murmur of their voices, and suddenly she remembered her
altered shape, her terrible secret. How answer the question, “Daughter,
where and who is thy husband?” Her heart failed her; she crept under the
old pollard tree, to gather up resolve, to watch and to listen. She saw
the rigid face of the thrifty prudent mother, with the deep lines that
told of the cares of an anxious life, and the chafe of excitable temper
and warm affections against the restraint of decorous sanctimony and
resolute pride. The dear stern face never seemed to her more dear and
more stern. She saw the comely, easy, indolent, good-humoured father;
not then the poor, paralytic sufferer, who could yet recognise Nora’s
eyes under the lids of Leonard, but stalwart and jovial—first bat in the
Cricket Club, first voice in the Glee Society, the most popular
canvasser of the Lansmere Constitutional True Blue Party, and the pride
and idol of the Calvinistical prim wife. Never from those pinched lips
of hers had come forth even one pious rebuke to the careless social man.
As he sate, one hand in his vest, his profile turned to the road, the
light smoke curling playfully up from the pipe, over which lips,
accustomed to bland smile and hearty laughter, closed as if reluctant to
be closed at all, he was the very model of the respectable retired
trader in easy circumstances, and released from the toil of making money
while life could yet enjoy the delight of spending it.
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