Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 75, No. 463, May, 1854Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 75, No. 463, May, 1854
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
“It wasna little Davie’s blame—it was a’ me.” Poor little culprit, she
dares not hang her head for terror of that picture. “He was paidling in
the burn—and his new peeny ga’e a great screed, catching on the auld
saughtree; but it wasna his blame—he’s owre wee—it was a’ mine for no
looking after him. Just, I was awfu’ busy; but that’s nae excuse—and my
mother ga’e Davie his licks, for a’ I could say.”
Another great tear; no one knows so well what an imp this said little
Davie is—but Jessie sighs again. “It was a’ me.”
But it is not this little cloud of childish trouble that throws a
something of pensive sadness into Jessie’s pictured face. The face is
the face before you; but the atmosphere, Menie Laurie, is in your own
heart. Something sad—touched with that sweet pathos which lies on the
surface of all great depths—and this true picture grows under Menie’s
hand to a heroic child.
It is a strange place for an artist to be. From this dark raftered
threatening roof which catches your first glance, you look down to the
mother by the fire with her unpretending look of gentlewoman—to the
daughter’s graceful head bending over her work—to pretty little Jessie
here with her flutter of extreme stillness, looking at the grey walls
and sober thatch without. You would never think to surprise such a group
within; and yet, when you look at them again, there is something of
nobleness in the primitive cottage where these women have come to live
independent and unpitied—come down in the world—very true; but it would
be hard to presume upon the tenants of this wayside house.
You need not fear to enter, little July. Half-weeping, blushing,
trembling, and with all these beseeching deprecations of yours, you may
come in boldly at this narrow entrance. “It is no blame of hers, poor
bairn,” Mrs Laurie says, with a little sigh. No blame of hers nor of
Randall’s either, for Menie has kept her secret religiously, and will
never tell to mortal ear what broke her engagement. Nelly Panton knows
it, it is true; but Nelly, with the obtuse comprehension of a mercenary
mind, thinks Randall broke off the match in consequence of Mrs Laurie’s
poverty, and knows of no more delicate difficulties behind. Come in
boldly, July Home—for no manner of interpretation could disclose to you
the sudden pang which seizes Menie as she bends her head down for an
instant, when she discovers you at the door. Now she says nothing, as
she holds out her hand; but Menie is busy; it is only her left hand she
extends to her friend; that is why she does not speak.
“I’m not to come out again,” whispers July, sitting back into Mrs
Laurie’s shadow, and speaking under her breath. “I came here the very
last place—and oh, Menie, will you come?”
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