Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 75, No. 463, May, 1854Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 75, No. 463, May, 1854
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
“And a literary man, like all the rest of us,” continues,
condescendingly, this gentleman, who is a critic, and contemptuous in
right of his craft. “He made a great success with his first publication
six or seven years ago. I saw it on that table in the corner, covered
with a pile of prints and drawings. They say Home cannot bear to see it
now. Well; he lingered a long time polishing, and elaborating, and
retouching his second book, expecting, no doubt, a universal
acclamation. Poor fellow! the public never so much as looked at it—it
was a dead failure.”
“Was it not equal to the first?” inquired breathlessly the original
speaker, who in his heart was a warm adherent of Randall, though
personally unknown to him, and who was a great deal better acquainted
with the work in question than his informant.
“There was merit in the book,” said the critic, poising a pretty
paper-knife carelessly on his forefinger—“merit, such as it was; and
Lithgow, here, gave him an article, and tried hard to get up a feeling;
but he’s a supercilious fellow, sir—proud as Lucifer; he is constantly
running against somebody, and we put him down.”
The critic turned to speak to another critic on his other hand; the
interrogator stood aside. Solitary in the midst of this animated
company—dark, where all was glowing with a modest brilliancy—it was not
wonderful that this good man should inquire of himself whether there was
nought of the evil thing called affectation in the gloom and pride of
Randall Home. One thing at least it was not difficult to see—that
Randall knew people were looking at him—wondering about him—and that
more than one lady of sentiment and enthusiasm had marvelled already,
with wistful melancholy, whether any one knew what the grief was which
had blighted the young author’s life.
The young author’s life was not blighted. On him, like a nightmare, sat
a subtle spirit, self-questioning, self-criticising. He was
disappointed;—a bitter stream had come into his way, and by its side he
walked, his eyes bent downward on it, pondering the evils of his fate,
trying with a cold philosophy to believe them no evils, assuming to
despise them, yet resenting them with bitterness in his own secret
heart.
“Randall, look at this; it minds me of home,” said his sister in his
ear. He took mechanically what she put into his hand—carelessly: not the
slightest interest in _his_ face for poor July’s enthusiasm—as like as
not he would smile and put it down with a careless glance. Things that
other people look on with interest were matters of chilled and
disappointed indifference to Randall Home.
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