“But how then,” I asked, “did any ever escape from Russia, for all must
have slept at times?”
“I do not believe that any who escaped _did_ sleep, at least not of a
night, at the bivouac. We used to rouse each other continually, to
prevent our giving way, and then get up and walk as briskly as we could,
to quicken the sluggish circulation. We slept upon the march, in our
saddles, and, strange as it may seem to you, even those on foot slept
when marching. They marched in groups or clusters, and those in the
centre slept, propped and supported by their companions, and moving
their legs mechanically. I do not say that it was a sound, deep sleep,
but rather a sort of feverish dozing. Such as it was, however, it was
better than nothing, and assuredly saved some who would otherwise have
sunk. Others, who would have given way to weariness upon the long
monotonous march, were kept from utter despair and self-abandonment only
by the repeated harassing attacks of the Cossacks. The excitement of the
skirmish warmed their blood, and gave them, as it seemed, fresh hold
upon life. In one of those skirmishes, or rather in a sharp combat, a
dear friend of mine, a captain in the same regiment, had his left arm
carried off by a cannon-shot. After the affair was over, I came suddenly
upon him, where he lay moaning by the roadside, his face ashy pale, his
arm still hanging by the sinews. His horse had either galloped away, or
been taken by the fugitives.
“‘_Ah, mon ami!_’ he cried, when he saw me, ‘all is over—I can go no
further. I shall never see France again!’
“I saw that, like the majority of those who received severe wounds in
that retreat, his moral courage was subdued, and had given way to
despair. I was terribly shocked, for I felt how slight was his chance of
escape. I need hardly tell you there was very little dressing of wounds
during that latter part of the retreat; most of the surgeons were dead,
the hospital-waggons with medicine and instruments had been left on the
road; transport for the sick was out of the question. I assumed as
cheerful a countenance as I could.
“‘Why, Préville,’ I cried, ‘this will not do; we must get you along
somehow. Come! courage, my friend! You _shall_ see France again, in
spite of all.’
“‘Ah! doctor,’ replied he, in piteous tones, ‘it is no use. Here I shall
die. All you can do for me is to blow my brains out, and save me from
the Cossack lances.’
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