And so on, and so on; for such, in fact, is the point up to which the
whole twaddle is leading. The illustrious Owenson of the Theatre-Royal
has friends and admirers everywhere. His name is a talisman which opens
all doors, and softens all hearts. Mr Smith introduces Miss Owenson to
Mr Brown, Mr Brown allows her to leave her MS. behind, and, without a
word of agreement, spoken or written, on either side, he brings it out
to his own great satisfaction. Miss Owenson thus becomes famous before
she is aware of it.
Though very happy at Bracklin, Miss Owenson is not sorry to leave it.
She returns to the bosom of her own family, and thus speaketh:—
“We” (that is to say, her sister Olivia and herself) “are seated at
our little work-table, beside a cheerful turf-fire and a pair of
lights. Livy is amusing herself at work, and I have been reading out a
work of Schiller’s to her; whilst Molly is washing up the tea-things
in the background, and Peter is laying the cloth for his master’s
supper. That dear master! In a few minutes we shall hear his rap at
the door, and his whistle under the window; and then we shall circle
round the fire, and chat and laugh over the circumstances of the day.
These are the scenes in which my heart expands, and which I love to
sketch on the spot. Ah! I must soon leave them.”
To be sure she must; the simple truth being this, that she quarrelled
with both father and sister, and had an insuperable objection to all
their domestic arrangements. “In spite of her romantic love for her
father,” observes Miss Jewsbury, “and her sincere attachment to her
sister, the beautiful illusion of living a domestic life with them soon
wore off. Accustomed as she had been so long to the plentiful comfort
and regularity of Mrs Featherstone’s well-ordered household, she felt
the difference between that and the scrambling poverty and discomfort of
life in an Irish lodging.” So she levanted, and is next heard of in the
family of Mr and Mrs Crawford, at Fort-William, in the north of Ireland.
Her letters from that place are all in the old style. One of them
indeed, addressed to her sister, begins by confessing that while
surrounded “by that happy circle to which her heart was accustomed to
expand,” “her spirits sank beneath the least appearance of discord, and
she was too conscious that she was not so fortunate as to please every
member of her own dear family.” The case is quite different at
Fort-William. “Here I am almost an object of idolatry among the
servants, and am caressed by all ranks of people.” She not only goes
wherever the family are invited, but receives separate invitations for
herself. To be sure, Mrs Crawford now and then runs rusty, and the
self-love of the little governess receives a wound. “We had a very
pressing invitation sent us for a ball at Clough-Jordan, given by a club
there. Mine was, as usual, separate, but Mrs Crawford would not go. It
is the third she has refused.
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