“Nothing could be more simple or ordinary than the life of this young
priest. Those who seek romances or stormy passages in the lives of
historical personages, or at least in their youth, must find them
elsewhere. No adventure, no stroke of fate or of passion, troubled the
course of his early years. The son of a village doctor, educated by a
pious mother, he had, like almost all the young men of the time, lost
his faith at college, and did not regain it either in the school of
law or at the bar, where he ranked for two years among the advocates.
In appearance nothing distinguished him from his contemporaries. He
was a Deist, like all the youth of the time; he was, above all,
liberal, like all France, but without excess. He shared the
convictions and the generous delusions which we all breathed in the
air which had been purified by the downfall of imperial despotism, but
he desired only a liberty strong and legitimate; and without having
yet been enlightened by the lights of faith, he already foresaw the
supreme danger of modern society, for at twenty he wrote ‘Impiety
leads to depravity,’ ‘Corrupt morals produce corrupt laws,’ and
‘Licence carries the nations on to slavery.’ He himself remained
always virtuous and regular in his morals, without any other passion
than for glory. Even before he became a Christian he respected
himself.”
Life, however, soon quickened into warmer bloom, in the heart of this
virtuous young heathen. Providence had other occupation for him than the
practice of the French bar, and the excitement of those politics which
present such a fantastic succession of revolution and stagnation,
violence and apathy. He woke up out of his classic convictions into
Christian life, and with characteristic promptitude, as soon as he
believed, devoted himself to the service of religion. “Neither man nor
book was the instrument of his conversion,” says his biographer. “A
sudden and secret touch of grace opened his eyes to the nothingness of
irreligion. In one day he became a Christian, and the next, being a
Christian, determined to become a priest.” This prompt and clear spirit,
swiftly logical, unimpassioned, and master of itself, pervaded his
entire life. It was not argument or exhortation that convinced him. He
perceived in his rapid young soul—aware as he was of forces in himself
which must have work to occupy them, and of unspeakable want in the
world around him—“the nothingness of irreligion”—a notable and
significant discovery. That elegant, classic, unproductive blank of
Pagan virtue—could anything ever come of it, even in its highest
development? Swiftly the alternative presented itself to the young
Frenchman. Out of this “nothingness” he did not come by halves. From the
first freedom of his young manhood and accomplished education, he went
back again steadily to the rules and studies of a new training. After
three years at the seminary of St Sulpice he became a priest, at a time
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