We have no space to quote, as the biographer does, those melancholy and
indignant letters. Whilst thus breathing forth to his friends the
disappointment which consumed his soul, Lacordaire lived on in his
southern seminary, far from the busy world which had deceived him, a
life of usefulness and silence. It was a “retreat laborious and
animated” in which he now found himself; and, with a true Christian
philosophy, the great orator bent all his faculties to his work. “One of
the consolations of my present life,” he writes, with touching sadness,
“is to live only with God and children: the latter have their faults,
but they have still betrayed nothing and dishonoured nothing.” He made
Soraye “the most flourishing and popular scholastic establishment in the
south;” he formed a tender paternal friendship with many young souls,
over whom he had immense influence. With the same eloquence which he had
displayed in Notre Dame he preached to his pupils in their provincial
chapel. In short, he accepted his position like a true man; and, hiding
his mortification, his profound disappointment, his injured heart in his
own breast, devoted himself to the important but obscure position in
which he was to end his life. Here another great event happened to him
in his seclusion. It was from Soraye he came, in his Dominican frock, to
receive from the French Academy “the noblest recompense which can, in
our days, crown a glorious and independent life.” He sat one day only in
that illustrious assembly, where he appeared, as he himself said, as
“the symbol of freedom accepted and fortified by religion.” This last
honour was the last public event which occurred in his life. He went
back laureated for his dying, and ended his life in Soraye, after a
painful illness—so far as we are able to make out, for M. de
Montalembert is indistinct in the matter of dates—in the winter of 1861.
“It is the first time that my body has resisted my will,” he said, with
a half-playful melancholy, in the midst of his sufferings; and died
exclaiming, “My God, open to me, open to me!” with a sublime simplicity.
God opened to him, and his agitations were over. Whether on the other
side of that wonderful gateway he might discover that his monkish frock
was less worth fighting for than it appeared, who can inquire? He lived
a life full of worthy labour and service, and doubtless found his
reward.
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