Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 64, No. 398, December 1848Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 64, No. 398, December 1848
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
It had been, I knew, taken a few days before, by
a young artist whom Trevanion patronised. I suppose he had carried it
into his study to examine it, and so left it there carelessly. The
painter had seized her peculiar expression--her ineffable smile--so
charming, so malicious; even her favourite posture,--the small head
turned over the rounded Hebe-like shoulder--the eye glancing up from
under the hair. I know not what change in my madness came over me; but
I sank on my knees, and, kissing the miniature again and again, burst
into tears. Such tears! I did not hear the door open--I did not see
the shadow steal over the floor; a light hand rested on my shoulder,
trembling as it rested. I started--Fanny herself was bending over me!
"What is the matter?" she asked tenderly. "What has happened?--your
uncle--your family--all well? Why are you weeping?"
I could not answer; but I kept my hands clasped over the miniature,
that she might not see what they contained.
"Will you not answer? Am I not your friend?--almost your sister? Come,
shall I call mamma?"
"Yes--yes; go--go."
"No, I will not go yet. What have you there?--what are you hiding?"
And innocently, and sister-like, those hands took mine; and so--and
so--the picture became visible! There was a dead silence. I looked up
through my tears. Fanny had recoiled some steps, and her cheek was
very flushed, her eyes downcast. I felt as if I had committed a
crime--as, if dishonour clung to me; and yet I repressed--yes, thank
Heaven! I repressed the cry that swelled from my heart, that rushed to
my lips--"Pity me, for I love you!" I repressed it, and only a groan
escaped me--the wail of my lost happiness! Then, rising, I laid the
miniature on the table, and said, in a voice that I believe was firm--
"Miss Trevanion, you _have_ been as kind as a sister to me, and
therefore I was bidding a brother's farewell to your likeness; it _is_
so like you--this!"
"Farewell!" echoed Fanny, still not looking up.
"Farewell--_sister_! There--I have boldly said the word; for--for"--I
hurried to the door, and, there turning, added, with what I meant to
be a smile--"for they say at home that I--I am not well; too much for
me this; you know mothers will be foolish; and--and--I am to speak to
your father to-morrow; and--good-night--God bless you, Miss
Trevanion!"
REPUBLICAN FIRST-FRUITS.[10]
[10] _Jérome Paturot à la Recherche de la Meilleure des Républiques._
Par LOUIS REYBAUD. Volumes 1 to 3. Paris: 1848.
_Monsieur Bonardin, ou les Agrémens de la République--Proverbe en
plusieurs Décades._ Paris: 1848.
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