Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 66, No. 410, December 1849Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 66, No. 410, December 1849
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
[15] "Sigh-born:" I owe the suggestion of this word to an obscure
remembrance of a beautiful phrase in Giraldus Cambrensis, viz.,
_suspiriosæ cogitationes_.
Suddenly from thoughts like these, I was awakened to a sullen sound,
as of some motion on the distant road. It stole upon the air for a
moment; I listened in awe; but then it died away. Once roused, however,
I could not but observe with alarm the quickened motion of our horses.
Ten years' experience had made my eye learned in the valuing of
motion; and I saw that we were now running thirteen miles an hour. I
pretend to no presence of mind. On the contrary, my fear is, that I am
miserably and shamefully deficient in that quality as regards action.
The palsy of doubt and distraction hangs like some guilty weight of
dark unfathomed remembrances upon my energies, when the signal is
flying for _action_. But, on the other hand, this accursed gift I have,
as regards _thought_, that in the first step towards the possibility
of a misfortune, I see its total evolution: in the radix, I see too
certainly and too instantly its entire expansion; in the first syllable
of the dreadful sentence, I read already the last. It was not that I
feared for ourselves. What could injure _us_? Our bulk and impetus
charmed us against peril in any collision. And I had rode through too
many hundreds of perils that were frightful to approach, that were
matter of laughter as we looked back upon them, for any anxiety to
rest upon _our_ interests. The mail was not built, I felt assured, nor
bespoke, that could betray _me_ who trusted to its protection. But any
carriage that we could meet would be frail and light in comparison
of ourselves. And I remarked this ominous accident of our situation.
We were on the wrong side of the road. But then the other party, if
other there was, might also be on the wrong side; and two wrongs
might make a right. _That_ was not likely. The same motive which had
drawn _us_ to the right-hand side of the road, viz., the soft beaten
sand, as contrasted with the paved centre, would prove attractive
to others. Our lamps, still lighted, would give the impression of
vigilance on our part. And every creature that met us, would rely upon
_us_ for quartering.[16] All this, and if the separate links of the
anticipation had been a thousand times more, I saw--not discursively or
by effort--but as by one flash of horrid intuition.
[16] "_Quartering_"--this is the technical word and, I presume, derived
from the French _cartayer_, to evade a rut or any obstacle.
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