Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 66, No. 410, December 1849Various
History
Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 66, No. 410, December 1849
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
Some of the friends here assembled are well aware--why should I conceal
it?--that, for several months past, a load has been pressing on my
mind. They are also aware of the cause. I certainly have an impression
that I shall never see England again. But how that impression began,
they are not aware. What I am now about to relate will afford the
explanation. Yet what is the subject of my narrative? A dream--a mere
dream; and a dream easily accounted for by the circumstances in which
it was dreamt. So it is. Colonel d'Arbley knows, the Major knows, that
I never shrank from peril. I have faced death; to all appearance,
certain death. And, unless I felt prepared to do the like again, I
should not have been now returning to the army;--no, I would rather
have quitted the service. Death I am prepared at any time to meet; yet
this presentiment of death is a burden upon my spirits. By the bye, my
glass is empty. Hadn't I better replenish it ere I begin?
You are aware, sir, that ill health, the effect of hard service and
hard knocks, obliged me to return to England last spring. In the course
of the autumn, I quitted Cheltenham, and resided at Woolwich. There, I
was at a military party. We kept it up all night. Next morning, I was
unexpectedly summoned to London; and, on my arrival, found work cut out
for me,--papers to be prepared--public offices to be visited--lots of
going about--lots of writing--all wanted instantly. Some parliamentary
wretch had moved for returns, and I was to get them up. In short, the
work could be done in time only by my again sitting up all night. It
was on the day after these two sleepless nights that I had my dream.
Where, do you think? And at what hour? At noon, with the sun shining
above my head, on a bench in St James's Park.
I had just been calling in at the Horse-Guards for a chat, my business
completed, the excitement over, and was proceeding westward on foot
along the Birdcage Walk, when I began to feel nervous and done up.
All at once, my faculties experienced a sort of collapse. My whole
frame was seized with a deadly chill; I shivered spasmodically; my
strength seemed gone; and I became most enormously drowsy. Just at that
moment--I suppose it was some anniversary, a birthday perhaps--bang,
bang, the Park guns commenced firing, close at hand. In the midst of
the firing, I sat down on a bench, and, in no time, dropped asleep.
Then began my dream.
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