Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 67, No. 411, January 1850Various
History
Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 67, No. 411, January 1850
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
[11] "For a while the Venetian sailors defended themselves with
desperate courage, for it was a question of victory or perpetual
slavery with them; but their numbers were limited, their arms
indifferent, and altogether the contest seemed too unequal to
last long. It was the first actual fighting in which Howard had
been present; but the imminency of the danger and the sight of
conflict appealing to the strong combative instincts of his race,
he fought on deck with the coolness of a Saxon and the courage of
a knight-templar. Indeed, it was his self-possession which proved
the salvation of the crew. There was only one gun of large calibre
on board, and of this he assumed the direction, though he had
probably never fired even a rifle in his life; but, in the hour of
peril, fighting seemed to come to him, as to most of his countrymen,
by inspiration. _This gun he rammed almost to the muzzle with
nails, spikes, and similar charge, and then, steadily waiting his
opportunity, as the privateer bore down upon them with all her crew
on deck, apparently expecting to see the Venetians strike their
flag, he sent the contents in amongst them with such murderous
effect_, that, after a moment or two of consternation, the corsairs
hoisted sail, and made off at their best speed."--(P. 356.)
At Venice he is conducted to the lazaretto, to undergo the
quarantine. He is shut up in a close loathsome room, the very walls
of which are reeking with foul and pestilential odours. Surely never
was a valuable life so heroically ventured, for so futile a purpose.
Whilst lying here, smitten with a low fever, he received--we quote
from Mr Brown--"intelligence from England of two circumstances
which had transpired there, each of them an occasion of the deepest
affliction to his mind. The first was the formation of a fund for
the erection of a statue to his honour; the second the misconduct of
his only son."
We can well believe they were _both_ afflictions. Those who have
entered into the character of Howard, will feel at once that
the project of doing him any public honour would be, in his own
language, "a punishment, and not a reward." It was mingling with his
conduct and motives that very alloy of vanity, and consideration
for men's opinion, which he was so anxious to keep them clear from.
If a generous man has done a kind action for kindness' sake, how
it spoils all if you _pay_ him for it! You lower him at once. He
refuses your payment; he would deny, if he could, his previous
action; he begs, at all events, it may be utterly forgotten. To
pay Howard in praise was, to his mind, as great an incongruity.
He shrank from the debasing coin. He would have denied his
philanthropy: "Say it is my hobby, if you will," he is heard at one
time to mutter. Dying, he says to his friend--"Lay me quietly in the
earth, place a sun-dial over my grave, and let me be forgotten."
Child of Time--was it not enough?
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