Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 71, No. 436, February 1852Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Volume 71, No. 436, February 1852
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
He came back perplexed how to explain what seemed ungracious and
ungrateful, and spoke with hesitating lip and flushed cheek of the
widow's natural timidity and sense of her own homely station. "And
so over-powered is she," added Leonard, "by the recollection of all
that we owe to you, that she never hears your name without agitation
or tears, and trembled like a leaf at the thought of seeing you."
"Ha!" said Harley, with visible emotion. "Is it so?" And he bent
down, shading his face with his hand. "And," he renewed, after a
pause, but not looking up--"and you ascribe this fear of seeing me,
this agitation at my name, solely to an exaggerated sense of--of the
circumstances attending my acquaintance with yourself?"
"And, perhaps, to a sort of shame that the mother of one you have
made her proud of is but a peasant."
"That is all," said Harley, earnestly, now looking up and fixing
eyes in which stood tears, upon Leonard's ingenuous brow.
"Oh, my dear lord, what else can it be? Do not judge her harshly."
L'Estrange rose abruptly, pressed Leonard's hand, muttered something
not audible, and then drawing his young friend's arm in his, led
him into the garden, and turned the conversation back to its former
topics.
Leonard's heart yearned to ask after Helen, and yet something
withheld him from doing so, till, seeing Harley did not volunteer
to speak of her, he could not resist his impulse. "And Helen--Miss
Digby--is she much changed?"
"Changed, no--yes; very much."
"Very much!" Leonard sighed.
"I shall see her again?"
"Certainly," said Harley, in a tone of surprise. "How can you
doubt it? And I reserve to you the pleasure of saying that you are
renowned. You blush; well, I will say that for you. But you shall
give her your books."
"She has not yet read them, then?--not the last? The first was not
worthy of her attention," said Leonard, disappointed.
"She has only just arrived in England; and, though your books
reached me in Germany, she was not then with me. When I have settled
some business that will take me from town, I shall present you to
her and my mother." There was a certain embarrassment in Harley's
voice as he spoke; and, turning round abruptly, he exclaimed, "But
you have shown poetry even here. I could not have conceived that
so much beauty could be drawn from what appeared to me the most
commonplace of all suburban gardens. Why, surely where that charming
fountain now plays stood the rude bench in which I read your verses."
"It is true; I wished to unite all together my happiest
associations. I think I told you, my lord, in one of my letters,
that I had owed a very happy, yet very struggling time in my boyhood
to the singular kindness and generous instructions of a foreigner
whom I served. This fountain is copied from one that I made in his
garden, and by the margin of which many a summer day I have sat and
dreamt of fame and knowledge."
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