“In the twilight he told us stories; or spake of God and other
worlds; or he would tell us of our grandfather, and other
splendid things. We ran to gain the wager, which of us should
get nearest to him on the sofa. The old money-box, hooped with
iron, with a hole in the cover, that two mice might conveniently
pass through, was the stepping-stone by which we jumped over the
back of the sofa, for in front it was difficult to press between
the table and the repertory for papers. We all three crowded
between the back of the sofa and the father’s out-stretched
legs; above, at his head, lay the sleeping dog. At last, when we
had pressed our limbs into the most inconvenient postures, the
story began.
“The father knew how to create for himself many little
pleasures. Thus, he made all the boxes for his tame animals,
after his half-hour’s nap in the afternoon. It was a special
satisfaction to him to prepare ink, which he did much oftener
than was necessary, for Otto wrote long years after with the
rejected part. He could never wait to perfect it, but tried it
an hour after it was made. If it was already black, he would
come joyfully to us, and say,--‘Now, if it be black already,
what will it be to-morrow, or after fourteen days?’
“The mere thought of destruction was painful to him, especially
the loss of the work of man’s mind. He never burned a letter;
yes, he treasured even the most insignificant. ‘All loss of
life,’ he said, ‘may be restored again, but the creations of
these heads, these hearts, never! The name should be erased, but
the soul that speaks its most intimate sentiments in letters,
should live.’ He had also thick books written full of the
remarks and the habits and peculiarities of his children.
“At meals he was very cheerful, and listened to every thing we
told him with the greatest sympathy, and always made something
out of the smallest relation; so that the narrator was always
wiser for what he had said.
“In eating and drinking he was extremely moderate. He never gave
us direct instruction, and yet he taught us always. Our evening
table he called a French _table-d’hote_, that he furnished with
twelve dishes taken from the arts and sciences. We tasted of all
without being satiated with any, and we all ventured to utter
any joke to the father about himself or his entertainment.
“His punishments for us girls were rather passive than active;
they consisted in refusing some request, or in a severe word;
but my brother sometimes received corporal punishment. My father
would say--‘Max, this afternoon, at three o’clock, come to me to
receive your whipping.’ He went punctually, and suffered it
without a sound.”
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