Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
laid my hand on her arm. With a convulsive shiver, but without a word
and without resistance, she bowed her head to her baby's neck, and
cowered to the ground, like a frightened animal. And there she
crouched, a poor forlorn thing, ragged, defiant, panting, fearing,
with the world sitting in judgment upon her.
* * * * *
Bear with me a little while. The memories connected with this poor
girl fill my heart to overflowing. They belong not only to her and her
mournful history; she is but one of many who are allowed to drift as
the careless days glide by. If you do not enter into my feelings, bear
with me, I pray.
And I must not flinch. To be true unto others, you must be true to
yourself. My conscience, no less than my heart, approves of the course
I pursued with reference to certain passages in this girl's career.
Many who hold a high place in the world's esteem will differ from me,
I know; some, who look with self-righteous eyes upon certain bad
features in the lower social life of the people, and whose belief
inclines them to touch not lest they be defiled, will condemn me
because I did not, from the very first, attempt to turn this girl's
heart with prayer, believing themselves in its full efficacy for all
forms of trouble. But let them consider that this girl-woman was
already grown to strength; veined in her veins were hurtful fibres
which once might have been easily removed, but which, by force of
surrounding circumstance, were now so deeply rooted in her nature that
they could only be weakened by patience, forbearance, tender handling,
and some exercise of wise benevolence. Here was a mind to be dealt
with utterly ignorant of those teachings, the following out of which
renders life healthful and pleasant to contemplate; but here at the
same time was a hungry stomach to be dealt with--a hungry stomach
continually crying out, continually craving, which no words of prayer
could satisfy. And I, a clergyman, who preach God's word in full
belief and believe fully in His mercy and goodness, say to those who
condemn for this reason, that words of prayer--otherwise lip-worship,
and outward observances according to set forms--are, alone and
in themselves, valueless and unacceptable in the eyes of God.
Self-accusation, self-abasement, pleadings for mercy, unaccompanied by
good deeds, go for naught. A merciful action, a kindly impulse
practically acted upon--these are the prayers which are acceptable in
His eyes.
* * * * *
I looked around for an explanation.
'Ah,' exclaimed Jimmy Virtue, threateningly, ''ere's the parson! He'll
tell you whether you're right or wrong.'
A proof that I, the parson, had been set up by Jimmy Virtue as a man
to be feared. It was natural that the poor girl should shrink from my
touch. Mr. Merrywhistle drew me aside.
'It is all my fault,' he said, in a tone of great emotion. 'I smuggled
her here.'
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