Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
'You are aware,' he said, 'that you are inflicting a great
disappointment upon me?
'I cannot but be aware of it, sir,' I replied, 'and it pains me
exceedingly to know it.'
'You said a little while ago,' he said, referring to words I had used,
'that when I took you into my confidence, I endeavoured to win your
sympathy in my career. Did I win it?'
'No, sir.'
'Why?'
I determined to speak frankly.
'It seemed to me that you had amassed money simply for its own sake,
and not for the sake of the good uses to which it may be applied.
According to my thinking, money is only sweet when it is well-earned
and well-spent.'
I saw that he pondered over these words.
'Your life,' he said, 'must contain special attractions, that you are
so wedded to it. You have made friends, doubtless.'
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'Many, sir, thank God! Friends to whom I am deeply attached.'
'Tell me of them, and let me ascertain for myself the superior
inducements of the life you lead to the life which you reject.'
I considered for a few moments, I thought of Mrs. Silver and her happy
home and family; but connected with them in my mind were the less
wholesome figures of Tom Beadle, Blade-o'-Grass, and Jimmy Virtue. As
a foil to these, however, were the figures of Mr. Merrywhistle and
Robert Truefit and his family. I resolved to show this picture in a
complete form, as presenting a fair variety of those among whom my
life was passed. As I mentioned the names of these persons and
described them, Mr. Fairhaven wrote them on a leaf in his pocket-book.
I laid the greatest stress upon the figures of Mrs. Silver and her
family, and I endeavoured to show this part of the picture in bright
colours. But I was honest throughout, and I spoke plainly of Tom
Beadle, Blade-o'-Grass, and Jimmy Virtue. When the picture was
completed, Mr. Fairhaven read the names aloud, and exclaimed angrily:
'A pretty circle of portraits truly! The principal of them thieves and
gutter children! Andrew Meadow, it is incomprehensible to me. But your
mind is set upon them evidently. Can anything I say move you from your
resolution?'
'Nothing, sir.'
'Then here we part,' he said sternly and bitterly. 'As you cannot be
moved from your resolution, I cannot be moved from mine. Not one
shilling of my money shall you ever receive. I have striven hard for
your good, and you reject me for these and such as these!'
He tapped the list scornfully, and rose. I understood from his action
that I was dismissed. I knew it would be useless to attempt to soften
him; he was a man of inflexible resolution.
'You need not trouble yourself,' he said, 'to call upon me again,
unless I send for you. Goodnight.'
'Before I go, sir,' I said, very sad at heart, 'let me say how truly
grateful I am to you for your past kindness to me. I shall hold you in
my heart and mind with thankfulness and gratitude until my dying day.'
Then I walked sadly out of the peaceful garden towards the City, where
lay my labour of love.
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