Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
that out of my earnings of ninety-nine pounds ten shillings I ought to
have saved a handsome sum. I have observed that it is only among the
ranks of the well-to-do that you find your political economists. They
argue from the wrong end--they themselves, mind you, being seated the
while on a snug and comfortable elevation; they cast up lines of
figures, and judge the life of an individual by means of a monster
called Aggregate--which Aggregate, I take it, is, applied to such a
purpose, the most absurd and unjust standpoint that mind of man could
have invented.'
VIII.
THIS 'ERE FREE AND 'LIGHTENED COUNTRY OF OUR'N'S CRAMMED FULL
O' TEMPLES O' LIBERTY.
The withdrawal of Mr. Fairhaven's hundred pounds a year compelled me
to relinquish many plans I had formed. It was a sore blow to me, and I
had to pinch and save in order to carry out promises I had made to
some of my poor people. From the Silvers I received not only sympathy,
but help in the shape of money, without which I am sure I could not
have got along. Between Rachel and myself a confidence of a peculiar
and affectionate nature was gradually established. I spoke to her
freely of my troubles, and confided in her, and asked counsel of her.
By what mysterious means it was that she--blind from her birth, and
with no such knowledge of the world as comes from actual contact with
it--could have gained the wise insight into character which she
possessed, it is beyond my power to say. Perhaps it was because she
did not doubt, and believed in the capacity for goodness in others.
A long time had now passed since the children's holiday in the
country, and yet the incident of Rachel's distress on that day at the
sound of Blade-o'-Grass's voice had never been referred to in any of
our conversations. Truth to tell, I hesitated to open a subject which
had caused so much pain to the blind maid; but I never lost sight of
it. I was often on the verge of speaking about it, but I checked the
impulse. One day, however, I referred to it, almost without thought.
'I knew,' said Rachel, 'that you would speak to me about it at some
time or other, and I have thought it strange that you have not done so
before now. I think it was out of consideration for me.' I did not
answer. 'But you have had it in your mind?'
'Yes, Rachel, I have never forgotten it.'
'Nor I.' She clasped her hands upon her lap, and said quietly, 'Seeing
that you were silent, I should have mentioned it myself, if I could
have mustered sufficient courage; but I was too much afraid. Are we to
speak of it now?'
'As you think fit, Rachel.'
'It will be best, perhaps. Mr. Meadow,' she said earnestly, 'it is not
wrong for two persons to have a secret, If the keeping of it harms no
one, and if the disclosure would bring pain to their friends?'
'Surely not in such a case, Rachel.'
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