Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
I walked up the dark stairs until I came to the third floor, and
knocked at the door of the only room in which there was a light.
Blade-o'-Grass came to the door, and opened it. She curtseyed when she
saw me, and asked me to come in. There was some anxiety in her face,
but this was no new phase in her. I asked after the child.
'It's that as troubles me, sir,' she said. 'Come and look at it.'
The child was lying on the bed, with its eyes closed. Blade-o'-Grass
touched her, and she opened her eyes; but there was no sign of
recognition in her face, and no smile or look of gladness as the
mother leaned over her. The expression was one of settled
mournfulness; it appeared to me as if neither pain nor joy could
affect it.
'She's been like this, sir,' whispered Blade-o'-Grass, 'for nigh on a
week, and I don't know what to make of it. She lays there for hours
without movin' and without speakin'. She don't complain a bit; but it
can't be right, can it, sir? Speak to me, my life! Speak to me!'
But the child made no response to these and other endearing words; a
mournful lethargy had fallen upon her, and she lay like one in a
trance.
'She takes her food?'
'Yes, sir, but not much; she don't seem to care for it. She don't arks
for none.'
'Has any doctor been to see her?'
'I've got no money, sir.'
I knew of a doctor of fair repute who was popular among the poor, and
whose charge was eighteenpence a visit, with medicine included. I gave
Blade-o'-Grass three shillings, and told her it would pay for two
visits. She thanked me with tears in her eyes, and said that she would
run for the doctor immediately I was gone.
'I wish to say a few words to you first, my dear; I will not detain
you long.'
She placed a chair for me, and stood before me.
'Where is Tom?' I asked.
'I don't know, sir; I ain't seed 'im all day.'
'It is about him I wish to speak, Blade-o'-Grass.'
She looked distressed; but I was not to be discouraged.
'Is it not possible,' I continued, 'for him to get a living in any
other way than the way he does?'
''Ow do I know, sir? I think Tom 'd do anythink to earn a pound a
week. A pound a week! 'Ow 'appy we should be then! But 'ow's he to do
it, sir? Tell us the way, sir.'
'Nay,' I said, 'he must find the way himself----'
She interrupted me impatiently. 'If I didn't know as you was a good
friend to me, sir, I should think as you was mockin' of me, like the
others. Don't you say it all over agin, sir!' she entreated, with a
nervous movement of the hands. 'It makes me sick and mad-like! I've
'eerd it a 'underd times afore, and every time I arks which way we're
to turn, I'm told that we've got to find out the way for ourselves.'
She looked towards her child, and I saw that she was anxious to go for
the doctor. It would have been cruel to continue the theme then; but I
could not leave her without carrying out my intention. I asked her if
she had ever been to church.
'Once,' she answered.
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