Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
It has been the purpose of my life since I was a young man. Then I was
clerk to a great broker. I became learned in money; I knew all its
values and fractions; it took possession of my mind, and I determined
to become rich. It seemed to me that money was the only thing in life
worth living for; I resolved to live for it, and for it only, and to
obtain it. I have lived for it--I have obtained it--and I sit now in
my grand house, a desolate man, with a weight upon my heart which no
words can express.
How still and quiet everything is around me! I might be in a deserted
land, alone with my wealth, and the end of my life is near! 'Money is
only sweet when it is well-earned and well-spent?' Are you right, or
am I? Has my life been a mistake?
The great broker in whose employ I was, noticed my assiduity and
my earnestness. There were other clerks of the same age as myself
in the office, but I was the most able among them, and I rose above
them. Little by little I became acquainted with the mysteries of
money-making, and it was not long before I commenced to take advantage
of the knowledge I gained. I began to trade upon the plots and schemes
of the money men. Others lost; I gained. Others were ruined; I was
prospering. In time to come, I said, I shall ride in my brougham--like
my master. In time to come, I shall own a fine house--like my master.
I never paused to consider whether he was happy. I knew that he was
rich; I knew that he had a fine wife and a fine daughter, a fine
house and a fine carriage. His wife was a fine lady--a fashionable
lady--who, when I saw her in her carriage, looked as if life were a
weariness to her; her daughter was growing into the likeness of her
mother. I know now that he was an unhappy man, and that his pleasures
were not derived through home associations.
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