Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
right path, and holding out a helping hand to others. I see the means
for enlarging our Home coming from some of the prosperous ones, out of
the gratitude of their hearts. And when the time comes for me to
render an account of my stewardship, I trust I shall have earned the
approval of Him from whom all blessings are derived. Tell me, dear
friend, do you think my scheme a good one?'
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Mrs. Silver took my hand in hers, and retained it. She was too
agitated to speak, but I saw perfect approval in her sweet face, and
in the sweet face of Rachel. I continued:
'In his first proposition to me to make me his heir, Mr. Fairhaven
expressed a wish that I should take his name after his death, and
spend his money in such a manner as to make the name a great one in
society. I shall call our Home, Fairhaven; and thus his goodness will
be perpetuated. I look to you, dear madam, to assist me in my scheme,
and I ask you to enlist under my banner, as I once enlisted under
yours.'
She gave me the assurance of her fullest help, and said she had never
hoped such happiness would be hers as to assist in the development of
a scheme which she described as noble and good.
'And now,' I said, in tones which trembled with emotion, for I was
approaching a subject very dear to my heart, 'if I might be permitted
to say a few words privately to you----'
Rachel rose and left the room. I followed her form with wistful eyes,
and when I turned to Mrs. Silver I saw that good woman regarding me
more attentively than she had hitherto done. I paused for awhile
before I resumed.
'I am about to speak of a selfish subject--myself. In Mr. Fairhaven's
letter to me, he states that every labourer is worthy of his hire, and
that if the administration of the trust he has reposed in me occupies
the chief portion of my time, I am warranted in drawing from the funds
an annual salary of one hundred and fifty pounds. As I shall make my
home at Fairhaven, and shall devote all my time to the furtherance of
my scheme, I believe I am fairly entitled to that sum. If I were
possessed of private means I would not accept one shilling of the
money for my own use; I would cheerfully give my labours without fee
and without reward. But it is otherwise with me, and in the annual
statement which I shall draw up and endeavour to get published in the
papers, I shall place the sum of a hundred and fifty pounds as the
fixed salary paid to the general manager of the Home. I _am_ justified
in doing that, am I not?'
'Quite justified.'
'The income I have hitherto received for my labours has been
sufficient for my personal needs, but not more than sufficient. I have
felt this sorely, for with those means I have not dared to indulge in
the contemplation of the dearest wish and hope of my heart. But now
all is clear before me, and I may speak without hesitation.'
My agitation communicated itself to her; I saw the signs of it in her
face.
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