Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Blade-O'-Grass. Golden Grain. and Bread and Cheese and Kisses.
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Christmas stories; Fiction
No wonder that she dreamt of him. Tottie and Bessie slept in the same
room, and Tottie dreamt that long after she fell asleep--it must have
been long after, for Bessie was in bed--she woke up suddenly. There
she was, lying in bed, wide awake, in the middle of the night. The
room was dark, and she could not see anything, but she could hear
Bessie's soft breathing. She was not frightened, as she usually was in
the dark, for her attention was completely engrossed by one feeling. A
frightful craving was upon her, which every moment grew stronger and
stronger. This craving had something horrible in it, which, however,
she did not quite realise. In the next room slept old Ben Sparrow,
who, according to the fancy of her dream, was not made of blood, and
flesh, and bone, but of lemon-peel, fig, and currants and raisins. All
the sweet things in the shop had been employed in the manufacture, and
there they lay embodied in him.
Tottie knew nothing of theology; knew nothing of the value of her
soul, which, without a moment's hesitation, she would have bartered
for figs and candied lemon-peel. And there the delicious things lay,
in the very next room. If she could only get there!--perhaps he would
not miss an arm or a leg. But to eat the old man who was so kind to
her! She had a dim consciousness of the wickedness of the wish, but
she could not rid herself of it. Thought Tottie, 'He won't know if
he's asleep, and perhaps it won't hurt him. I know it would do me
good.' Her mouth watered, her eyes glistened, her fingers twitched to
be at him, her stomach cried out to her. She could _not_ withstand the
temptation. Slowly and tremblingly she crept out of bed, and groped
along the ground towards the door. Bessie was asleep. Everybody was
asleep. The house was very quiet. Everything favoured the
accomplishment of the horrible deed. 'Nobody will know,' thought
Tottie. Thoroughly engrossed in her desperate cannibalistic purpose,
and with her teeth grating against each other, Tottie turned the
handle of the door and opened it; but as she looked into the dark
passage Ben Sparrow's door opened, and a sudden flood of light poured
upon her. It so dazzled her, and terrified her, that she fled back to
her bed on all-fours, and scrambled upon it, with a beating heart and
a face as white as a ghost's.
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