“Yes, of course,” agreed Mrs. Merwent. Then, to John, “He’s _so_ much
like you, John. Oh, John, won’t it be awful if Lucy----” She stopped,
looking unspeakable things. “A morbid atmosphere reacts so on a child,”
she explained.
“Uncle Jim says I’m like Mamma,” observed Dimmie, taking another bite
of bread and butter.
“Of course _he_ would say so.” Nannie nodded and raised her brows
significantly.
John glowered out the window a moment, then came back to his place at
the table in silence.
When dinner was over, Dimmie followed John and Nannie into the living
room.
“Go upstairs to bed as I told you,” reiterated John to the child.
“But I want to stay,” Dimmie parleyed.
“Do as I say,” commanded his father.
The little boy left the room, his chin quivering and the tears in his
eyes about to fall. Mrs. Merwent ran after him.
“Here, kiss Nannie,” she whispered. “I’m going to get you some more
candy when I go down town in the morning.”
Dimmie, after allowing himself to be kissed, ascended the stairs
reluctantly. Nannie went back to John, sighing as she seated herself
near him.
“Oh, John,” she sighed regretfully, “there are so few hours left!”
He smoked in moody silence.
“John.” She laid a hand on his knee.
“Yes?” He turned his head away and tried vainly to control his shaking
voice.
“You _will_ think of me, John?”
“My God, Nannie, don’t talk rot!” He tossed his cigarette into the
empty fireplace.
“And, John--I’m afraid Lucy wouldn’t understand it--but we might--might
write to each other now and then.” She spoke softly. Her hand continued
to rest on his knee, but her face was averted. John did not reply at
once and she added, “I might send the letters to the office.” Then,
after a moment’s hesitation, “If it wasn’t for Mr. Sprague.”
“Damn Mr. Sprague!” John rose and ran his fingers through his hair. “I
could arrange that, Nannie. People are so confoundedly evil minded! But
you could write to a box number.”
“Oh, John, can you bear it without me? My thoughts will be with you all
the time, John.”
Nannie rose too, and they confronted one another.
“Yes, Nannie, I suppose I can bear it,” he answered at last. He placed
one hand over his eyes. “I wish there wasn’t so confounded much light!”
he supplemented with agitated irrelevance.
Nannie’s response was to go to the switch and press the button. The
only light which now remained in the living room was the faint glow
that came through the dining room transom. The summer rain beat against
the window panes.
“Sit here, John,” Nannie suggested softly, and the two seated
themselves on the sofa.
They remained silent for a long time. Katy, on her way to bed, knocked
on the door discreetly. Mrs. Merwent made a little exclamation.
“What do you care what Katy thinks? She’s not the first person who has
seen evil in innocent things,” growled John, at the same time rising.
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