Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
A long way beneath something in the town was dropped with a clang,
while a tug coming up the river whistled to get through the lock, a
long shriek which shivered through the trees. Birds circled in specks
round the Abbey tower. There was no wind and on the hill smoke from
a cottage fire drifted straight up towards the blue sky, for the sun
was shining. Just in front, in the meadow by the edge of the wood, a
rabbit was feeding quietly, trembling at being alive. And they sat
together against a tree, he with his head on one side to catch what was
going on, and she dozing, with the world drifting in and out of her
mind.
“I hate this easy life with the millions toiling there.”
“I don’t find it easy.”
“No, I suppose not. But I will do something, even if I am blind.”
She pulled a wisp of hair away from her face and rearranged the ragged
scarf about her neck.
“I expect you will, John.”
“Do you think so?”
“Yes, I do.”
A confused shouting came from the lock, into which the barges were
being packed. Several dogs were barking at each other while men ran
about. The rabbit sat up and listened.
“John, there’s a darling rabbit out there,” and the rabbit fled.
“Oh?”
“He’s gone now.”
“Oh?”
And they were silent. From the other side of the wood a ploughman cried
to his horses. Then from in front came a rattling of machinery and the
lock gates creaked, painfully slow.
“Why are you so silent to-day, John?”
“I must go, I must go away.”
“What do you mean, away from here?”
“No, to the towns.”
“Yes, I know. You do want to get off sometimes. So do I. Minnie is
getting very tiresome, he’s been making messes all over the house, an’
father does hate messes. I really don’t know what to do.”
“What is Minnie?”
“Our cat.”
“Why do you give him a female name?”
“I don’t know. Father always calls him she. Father hates cats.”
She had told him this before.
“An’ Father’s so nervy nowadays, you don’t know what to do with him. It
gets harder and harder to live there at all. Father spends so much
money on--on small things we don’t need. There often isn’t enough to
eat an’ ...”
He heard a train snort in the distance like a dragon, and the wood
round reared itself in tall crowding shapes and dark images. A voice
droned complaint and he saw a little figure at the foot of an image
throwing words at the things which hemmed her in.
“... but he doesn’t care, he never thinks of me, it’s me who has always
to be thinking of him, how to keep him alive, how to keep the home
round his head, how to manage so’s he won’t starve. Always thinking of
him, I am, and he with never a thought to me.”
“Poor June.”
“Yes, it is poor June. You don’t know what it is with your easy life
down there. There’s times when you don’t know if your own life’s safe
when the fit is on him, he’s so dangerous.”
“June, he doesn’t attack you?”
“Attack me? If you could see my--the bruises on my arm, you simply
wouldn’t believe. And he was brought to it.”
“I must go away.”
“It wasn’t his fault.”
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