Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
It was hot. It made him think of Barwood, where probably it would be
raining, and of sitting in the summer-house while the cool rain
spattered softly in washing away the scars, and where the wind brought
things from afar to hang for a moment in his ears and then take away
again. Years ago the trees there had been green for him, only months
ago really, and here there was only dust and the dying flowers and tar.
And he had fished where the sunset came to earth and bathed in the
river. But there were voices coming up the stairs, Mamma’s and a new
voice. They must be glad to be together again, because the two streams
of what they had to say to each other mingled as they both talked at
the same time and purled so happily on. The door opened. He got up
shyly.
“Who have you brought?”
“My dear, what do you think, it is Lorna Greene. Just think, we had not
met since I married. Oh, Lorna, this is like old days.”
She was so excited and laughing, she must be happy. Then her voice
dropped. “Lorna, this is John.” All the life had gone out of her voice,
but then why wonder at it, after all he was the problem and the
millstone. Damn them! But he was saying:
“Oh, how do you do,” while a strange hand, languid but interested, took
his for a moment and he felt many rings and much culture. He had never
in his life held anything so cared for, she must bathe this hand in oil
every night, it was so smooth, so impersonal. Then it coolly slipped
away again, and she was saying something about his having known her son
at Noat in an amused kind of drawl, her voice curling round her lips.
It was almost as if she were laughing at him. She searched with her
voice, it was sardonic, she would drive him mad. What was there funny
about him, except that he was stuck here defenceless?
“Lorna, my dear, I can’t hear myself speak. These appallin’ motors and
things don’t give me a minute’s peace. Why don’t the police do
somethin’ about it? It is nice to have you here. I am shuttin’ the
window, John, do you mind?”
No, he didn’t mind. Window shut, window open, you were boxed up just
the same. They sat down, talking hard. Very long ago he remembered this
woman at Noat, Greene’s mother, she had been tall and he had thought
her nondescript. And now there was so much in her voice and in her
hand. In this way one gained by being blind. But she was talking and
her voice was fascinating.
“Do you remember when I was staying with you that time, Emily, and the
minister came to tea, the yearly tea your father gave him? And how we
put mustard into all the cakes he was fondest of, and he noticed
nothing and ate them all, then stayed talking longer than he had ever
done before, all about how the family were like the cedar in front of
the house?”
“And what Solomon’s temple was made of ...”
They were remembering, they all did.
“And oh, Lorna, do you remember ...”
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