Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
There was a pause. They faced each other in the middle of the road. His
head was on one side and he didn’t seem to know where she was quite.
Poor blind young man, she was sorry for him. He must be looked after.
The awkwardness had fallen again between them. There was nothing to
say. But she had agreed to come up to Swan’s Wood, which was one good
thing. She was very nice.
“Well, perhaps I had better be going back.”
“Yes, an’ so had I.”
“Good-bye.”
“Good-bye.”
And he began to walk home. Their first meeting was over. It had been
terrifying. But they had walked arm in arm anyway. The touch and the
warmth were so much finer when one was blind. And one was more
frightened; still, her voice had been kind. She would come again right
enough. He touched his blue glasses, he must be a sight. His steps
sounded hollowly on the road, and he thought of a dream when he had run
and run and run. But there had been no birds then, they had all been
hushed. For suddenly the sun came out, and, warmed by him, a bird began
to sing in little cascades of friendliness. How good the world was. He
wanted his lunch.
* * * * *
Nanny sat by the fire. Shadows ran up and down the walls of her room,
and it was very quiet in there except for her breathing and the
murmuring kettle. Kettles were so companionable. On the table by her
side was a cup of tea which steamed up at the ceiling, broadly at
first, and then the steam narrowed down till at last it was lost in a
pin-prick. It could not get so high. On the table was a patchwork
cover, the heir-loom of her family. By the cup stood a tea-caddy and by
that a spoon. The kettle spurted steam at the fender in sudden, angry
bursts.
It was close in her room because she never opened the window. Her black
dress rose stiffly up against the heat, and the whalebone in her collar
kept the chin from drooping. Little flames would come up to lick the
kettle, and then the shadows on the wall would jump out of the room.
But she sat straight and quiet as the people in the photographs round.
She was of their time. Only her breathing, tired and hoarse, helped the
kettle to break the quiet of the watching photographs.
It wasn’t right his going out with her like this. This would be the
third time he had gone out with her, and it wasn’t like Mrs. Haye to
allow it; it ought to be stopped. At that age they could so easily fall
in love with each other. And what would happen then? Young people
always went into those things blind, they didn’t see what the
consequences of their actions were. He ought to be more careful of whom
he took up with. _His_ daughter, indeed. What would everyone be saying?
And that _her_ boy should go out with that thing, him that she had
brought up since he was a squalling baby, it was not right.
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