Europe -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; New Zealand -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
His heart fell out of the side window of his studio, and down to the
balcony of the house opposite—buried itself in the pot of daffodils
under the half-opened buds and spears of green. . . . That room with
the balcony was the sitting-room, and the one next door to it was the
kitchen. He heard the clatter of the dishes as she washed up after
supper, and then she came to the window, knocked a little mop against
the ledge, and hung it on a nail to dry. She never sang or unbraided
her hair, or held out her arms to the moon as young girls are supposed
to do. And she always wore the same dark pinafore and the pink
handkerchief over her hair. . . . Whom did she live with? Nobody else
came to those two windows, and yet she was always talking to some one
in the room. Her mother, he decided, was an invalid. They took in
sewing. The father was dead. . . . He had been a journalist—very pale,
with long moustaches, and a piece of black hair falling over his
forehead.
By working all day they just made enough money to live on, but they
never went out and they had no friends. Now when he sat down at his
table he had to make an entirely new set of sworn statements. . . . Not
to go to the side window before a certain hour: signed, Ian French. Not
to think about her until he had put away his painting things for the
day: signed, Ian French.
It was quite simple. She was the only person he really wanted to know,
because she was, he decided, the only other person alive who was just
his age. He couldn’t stand giggling girls, and he had no use for
grown-up women. . . . She was his age, she was—well, just like him. He
sat in his dusky studio, tired, with one arm hanging over the back of
his chair, staring in at her window and seeing himself in there with
her. She had a violent temper; they quarrelled terribly at times, he
and she. She had a way of stamping her foot and twisting her hands in
her pinafore . . . furious. And she very rarely laughed. Only when she
told him about an absurd little kitten she once had who used to roar
and pretend to be a lion when it was given meat to eat. Things like
that made her laugh. . . . But as a rule they sat together very
quietly; he, just as he was sitting now, and she with her hands folded
in her lap and her feet tucked under, talking in low tones, or silent
and tired after the day’s work. Of course, she never asked him about
his pictures, and of course he made the most wonderful drawings of her
which she hated, because he made her so thin and so dark. . . . But how
could he get to know her? This might go on for years. . . .
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