Europe -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; New Zealand -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
“I never could have dared to go to sleep if I had been alone,” she
decided. “_I couldn’t_ have put my feet up or even taken off my hat.”
The singing gave her a queer little tremble in her stomach and, hugging
herself to stop it, with her arms crossed under her cape, she felt
really glad to have the old man in the carriage with her. Careful to
see that he was not looking she peeped at him through her long lashes.
He sat extremely upright, the chest thrown out, the chin well in, knees
pressed together, reading a German paper. That was why he spoke French
so funnily. He was a German. Something in the army, she supposed—a
Colonel or a General—once, of course, not now; he was too old for that
now. How spick and span he looked for an old man. He wore a pearl pin
stuck in his black tie and a ring with a dark red stone on his little
finger; the tip of a white silk handkerchief showed in the pocket of
his double-breasted jacket. Somehow, altogether, he was really nice to
look at. Most old men were so horrid. She couldn’t bear them doddery—or
they had a disgusting cough or something. But not having a beard—that
made all the difference—and then his cheeks were so pink and his
moustache so very white. Down went the German paper and the old man
leaned forward with the same delightful courtesy: “Do you speak German,
Mademoiselle?” “_Ja, ein wenig, mehr als Franzosisch_,” said the little
governess, blushing a deep pink colour that spread slowly over her
cheeks and made her blue eyes look almost black. “Ach, so!” The old man
bowed graciously. “Then perhaps you would care to look at some
illustrated papers.” He slipped a rubber band from a little roll of
them and handed them across. “Thank you very much.” She was very fond
of looking at pictures, but first she would take off her hat and
gloves. So she stood up, unpinned the brown straw and put it neatly in
the rack beside the dress-basket, stripped off her brown kid gloves,
paired them in a tight roll and put them in the crown of the hat for
safety, and then sat down again, more comfortably this time, her feet
crossed, the papers on her lap. How kindly the old man in the corner
watched her bare little hand turning over the big white pages, watched
her lips moving as she pronounced the long words to herself, rested
upon her hair that fairly blazed under the light. Alas! how tragic for
a little governess to possess hair that made one think of tangerines
and marigolds, of apricots and tortoiseshell cats and champagne!
Perhaps that was what the old man was thinking as he gazed and gazed,
and that not even the dark ugly clothes could disguise her soft beauty.
Perhaps the flush that licked his cheeks and lips was a flush of rage
that anyone so young and tender should have to travel alone and
unprotected through the night. Who knows he was not murmuring in his
sentimental German fashion: “_Ja, es ist eine Tragœdie!_ Would to God I
were the child’s grandpapa!”
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