Europe -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; New Zealand -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
It was his fault, wholly and solely his fault, that they had missed the
train. What if the idiotic hotel people had refused to produce the
bill? Wasn’t that simply because he hadn’t impressed upon the waiter at
lunch that they must have it by two o’clock? Any other man would have
sat there and refused to move until they handed it over. But no! His
exquisite belief in human nature had allowed him to get up and expect
one of those idiots to bring it to their room. . . . And then, when the
_voiture_ did arrive, while they were still (Oh, Heavens!) waiting for
change, why hadn’t he seen to the arrangement of the boxes so that they
could, at least, have started the moment the money had come? Had he
expected her to go outside, to stand under the awning in the heat and
point with her parasol? Very amusing picture of English domestic life.
Even when the driver had been told how fast he had to drive he had paid
no attention whatsoever—just smiled. “Oh,” she groaned, “if she’d been
a driver she couldn’t have stopped smiling herself at the absurd,
ridiculous way he was urged to hurry.” And she sat back and imitated
his voice: “_Allez, vite, vite_”—and begged the driver’s pardon for
troubling him. . . .
And then the station—unforgettable—with the sight of the jaunty little
train shuffling away and those hideous children waving from the
windows. “Oh, why am I made to bear these things? Why am I exposed to
them? . . .” The glare, the flies, while they waited, and he and the
stationmaster put their heads together over the time-table, trying to
find this other train, which, of course, they wouldn’t catch. The
people who’d gathered round, and the woman who’d held up that baby with
that awful, awful head. . . . “Oh, to care as I care—to feel as I feel,
and never to be saved anything—never to know for one moment what it was
to . . . to . . .”
Her voice had changed. It was shaking now—crying now. She fumbled with
her bag, and produced from its little maw a scented handkerchief. She
put up her veil and, as though she were doing it for somebody else,
pitifully, as though she were saying to somebody else: “I know, my
darling,” she pressed the handkerchief to her eyes.
The little bag, with its shiny, silvery jaws open, lay on her lap. He
could see her powder-puff, her rouge stick, a bundle of letters, a
phial of tiny black pills like seeds, a broken cigarette, a mirror,
white ivory tablets with lists on them that had been heavily scored
through. He thought: “In Egypt she would be buried with those things.”
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