Europe -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; New Zealand -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
“Look here,” he said, “it can’t be gone. If it fell out it will be
there still. Stay where you are. I’ll fetch it.”
But she saw through that. Oh, how she saw through it! “No, thank you.”
And she bent her spiteful, smiling eyes upon him, regardless of the
driver. “I’ll go myself. I’ll walk back and find it, and trust you not
to follow. For”—knowing the driver did not understand, she spoke
softly, gently—“if I don’t escape from you for a minute I shall go
mad.”
She stepped out of the carriage. “My bag.” He handed it to her.
“Madame prefers . . .”
But the driver had already swung down from his seat, and was seated on
the parapet reading a small newspaper. The horses stood with hanging
heads. It was still. The man in the carriage stretched himself out,
folded his arms. He felt the sun beat on his knees. His head was sunk
on his breast. “Hish, hish,” sounded from the sea. The wind sighed in
the valley and was quiet. He felt himself, lying there, a hollow man, a
parched, withered man, as it were, of ashes. And the sea sounded,
“Hish, hish.”
It was then that he saw the tree, that he was conscious of its presence
just inside a garden gate. It was an immense tree with a round, thick
silver stem and a great arc of copper leaves that gave back the light
and yet were sombre. There was something beyond the tree—a whiteness, a
softness, an opaque mass, half-hidden—with delicate pillars. As he
looked at the tree he felt his breathing die away and he became part of
the silence. It seemed to grow, it seemed to expand in the quivering
heat until the great carved leaves hid the sky, and yet it was
motionless. Then from within its depths or from beyond there came the
sound of a woman’s voice. A woman was singing. The warm untroubled
voice floated upon the air, and it was all part of the silence as he
was part of it. Suddenly, as the voice rose, soft, dreaming, gentle, he
knew that it would come floating to him from the hidden leaves and his
peace was shattered. What was happening to him? Something stirred in
his breast. Something dark, something unbearable and dreadful pushed in
his bosom, and like a great weed it floated, rocked . . . it was warm,
stifling. He tried to struggle to tear at it, and at the same
moment—all was over. Deep, deep, he sank into the silence, staring at
the tree and waiting for the voice that came floating, falling, until
he felt himself enfolded.
. . . . .
In the shaking corridor of the train. It was night. The train rushed
and roared through the dark. He held on with both hands to the brass
rail. The door of their carriage was open.
“Do not disturb yourself, Monsieur. He will come in and sit down when
he wants to. He likes—he likes—it is his habit. . . . _Oui, Madame, je
suis un peu souffrante. . . . Mes nerfs._ Oh, but my husband is never
so happy as when he is travelling. He likes roughing it. . . . My
husband. . . . My husband. . . .”
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