After the rough treatment he had received, the Mahdi, as we may well
believe, did not feel more amiably disposed towards his prisoners.
Of course he had no reason for blaming Miles for what had occurred,
nevertheless he vented his wrath against white men in general on him, by
keeping him constantly on the move, and enforcing prolonged and unusual
speed while running, besides subjecting him publicly to many insults.
It was a strange school in which to learn self-restraint and humility.
But our hero profited by the schooling. Necessity is a stern teacher,
and she was the head-mistress of that school. Among other things she
taught Miles to reason extensively--not very profoundly, perhaps, nor
always correctly, but at all events in a way that he never reasoned
before. The best way to convey to the reader the state of his mind will
be to let him speak for himself. As he had a habit of thinking aloud--
for sociability, as it were--in the dark cell to which he had been
relegated, we have only to bend down our ear and listen.
One night, about a week after the overthrow of his tyrant master, Miles
was seated on the hard floor of his cell, leaning against the wall, with
his knees drawn up and his face in his hands--his usual attitude when
engaged in meditation after a hard day's work.
"I wouldn't mind so much," he murmured, "if I only saw the faintest
prospect of its coming to an end, but to go on thus from day to day,
perhaps year to year, is terrible. No, that cannot be; if we cannot
escape it won't be long till the end comes. (A pause.) The end!--the
end of a rope with a noose on it is likely to be _my_ end, unless I
burst up and run a-muck. No, no, Miles Milton, don't you think of that!
What good would it do to kill half-a-dozen Arabs to accompany you into
the next world? The poor wretches are only defending their country
after all. (Another pause.) Besides, you deserve what you've got for
so meanly forsaking your poor mother; think o' that, Miles, when you
feel tempted to stick your lance into the Mahdi's gizzard, as Molloy
would have said. Ah! poor Molloy! I fear that I shall never see you
again in this life. After giving the Mahdi and his steed such a
tremendous heave they would be sure to kill you; perhaps they tortured
you to--"
He stopped at this point with an involuntary shudder.
"I hope not," he resumed, after another pause. "I hope we may yet meet
and devise some means of escape. God grant it! True, the desert is
vast and scorching and almost waterless--I may as well say foodless too!
And it swarms with foes, but what then? Have not most of the great
deeds of earth, been accomplished in the face of what seemed
insurmountable difficulties? Besides--"
He paused again here, and for a longer time, because there came suddenly
into his mind words that had been spoken to him long ago by his mother:
"With God _all things_ are possible."
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