Dakota Indians -- Wars, 1876 -- Fiction; Little Bighorn, Battle of the, Mont., 1876 -- Fiction; Western stories
She looked directly at him, her hands clasped, her breath almost
sobbing between the parted lips. At first she could not speak. "Oh,
you hurt me so," she faltered at last. "I did not suppose you could
ever think that. I--I did not mean it; oh, truly I did not mean it!
You forget how young I am; how very little I know of the world and its
ways. Perhaps I have not even realized how deeply in earnest you were,
have deceived myself into believing you were merely amusing yourself
with me. Why, indeed, should I think otherwise? How could I venture
to believe you would ever really care in that way for such a waif as I?
You have seen other women in that great Eastern world of which I have
only read--refined, cultured, princesses, belonging to your own social
circle,--how should I suppose you could forget them, and give your
heart to a little outcast, a girl without a name or a home? Rather
should it be I who might remain perplexed and bewildered."
"I love you," he said, with simple honesty. "I seek you for my wife."
She started at these frankly spoken words, her hands partially
concealing her face, her form trembling. "Oh, I wish you hadn't said
that! It is not because I doubt you any longer; not that I fail to
appreciate all you offer me. But it is so hard to appear ungrateful,
to give nothing in return for so vast a gift."
"Then it is true that you do not love me?"
The blood flamed suddenly up into her face, but there was no lowering
of the eyes, no shrinking back. She was too honest to play the coward
before him.
"I shall not attempt to deceive you," she said, with a slow
impressiveness instantly carrying conviction. "This has already
progressed so far that I now owe you complete frankness. Donald Brant,
now and always, living or dead, married or single, wherever life may
take us, I shall love you."
Their eyes were meeting, but she held up her hand to restrain him from
the one step forward.
"No, no; I have confessed the truth; I have opened freely to you the
great secret of my heart. With it you must be content to leave me.
There is nothing more that I can give you, absolutely nothing. I can
never be your wife; I hope, for your sake and mine, that we never meet
again."
She did not break down, or hesitate in the utterance of these words,
although there was a piteous tremble on her lips, a pathetic appeal in
her eyes. Brant stood like a statue, his face grown white. He did not
in the least doubt her full meaning of renunciation.
"You will, at least, tell me why?" It was all that would come to his
dry lips.
She sank back upon the sofa, as though the strength had suddenly
deserted her body, her eyes shaded by an uplifted hand.
"I cannot tell you. I have no words, no courage. You will learn some
day from others, and be thankful that I loved you well enough to resist
temptation. But the reason cannot come to you from my lips."
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