Rodolphe woke up all at once, and after kissing Mimi, held out his hand to Marcel, who seemed greatly puzzled. "I am going to find some money for breakfast," said he to the painter. "You will keep Mimi company." "Well," asked Marcel of the girl when they were alone together, "what took place last night?" "Very sad things," said Mimi. "Rodolphe still loves me." "I know that very well." "Yes, you wanted to separate him from me. I am not angry about it, Marcel, you were quite right, I have done no good to the poor fellow." "And you," asked Marcel, "do you still love him?" "Do I love him?" said she, clasping her hands. "It is that that tortures me. I am greatly changed, my friend, and it needed but little time for that." "Well, now he loves you, you love him and you cannot do without one another, come together again and try and remain." "It is impossible," said Mimi. "Why?" inquired Marcel. "Certainly it would be more sensible for you to separate, but as for your not meeting again, you would have to be a thousand leagues from one another." "In a little while I shall be further off than that." "What do you mean?" "Do not speak of it to Rodolphe, it would cause him too much pain, but I am going away forever." "But whither?" "Look here, Marcel," said Mimi sobbing, "look." And lifting up the sheet of the bed a little she showed the artist her shoulders, neck and arms. "Good heavens!" exclaimed Marcel mournfully, "poor girl." "Is it not true, my friend, that I do not deceive myself and that I am soon going to die." "But how did you get into such a state in so short a time?" "Ah!" replied Mimi, "with the life I have been leading for the past two months it is not astonishing; nights spent in tears, days passed in posing in studios without any fire, poor living, grief, and then you do not know all, I tried to poison myself with Eau de Javelle. I was saved but not for long as you see. Besides I have never been very strong, in short it is my fault, if I had remained quietly with Rodolphe I should not be like this. Poor fellow, here I am again upon his hands, but it will not be for long, the last dress he will give me will be all white, Marcel, and I shall be buried in it. Ah! If you knew how I suffer because I am going to die. Rodolphe knows that I am ill, he remained for over an hour without speaking last night when he saw my arms and shoulders so thin. He no longer recognized his Mimi. Alas! My very looking glass does not know me. Ah! All the same I was pretty and he did love me. Oh, God!" she exclaimed, burying her face in Marcel's hands. "I am going to leave you and Rodolphe too, oh God!" and sobs choked her voice. "Come, Mimi," said Marcel, "never despair, you will get well, you only want care and rest."