She tripped away, and he drew a breath of momentary relief, leaned back in his chair, and warily passed his eyes around to see if there was anybody who was not looking at him and waiting for him to begin to eat. Ages afterward--to speak with Claude's feelings--he rose, took up his check, and went to the desk. The cashier leaned forward and said with soft blitheness: "They're here. They're up-stairs now." Claude answered never a word. He paid his check. As he waited for change, he cast another glance over the various groups at the tables. All were strangers. Then he went out. On the single sidewalk step he halted, and red and blind with mortification, turned again into the place; he had left his hat. With one magnificent effort at dignity and unconcern he went to the rack, took down the hat, and as he lowered it towards his head cast a last look down the room, and--there stood Marguerite. She had entered just in time, it seemed to him, but just too late, in fact, to see and understand the blunder. Oh, agony! They bowed to each other with majestic faintness, and then each from each was gone. The girl at the desk saw it and was dumb. CHAPTER XXI. LOVE AND LUCK BY ELECTRIC LIGHT. Mr. Tarbox was really a very brave man. For, had he not been, how could he have ventured, something after the middle of that afternoon, in his best attire, up into Claude's workroom? He came to apologize. But Claude was not there. He waited, but the young man did not return. The air was hot and still. Mr. Tarbox looked at his watch--it was a quarter of five. He rose and descended to the street, looked up and down it, and then moved briskly down to, and across, Canal Street and into Bourbon. He had an appointment. Claude had not gone back to his loft at all. He was wandering up and down the streets. About four he was in Bienville Street, where the pleasure-trains run through it on their way out to Spanish Fort, a beautiful pleasure-ground some six miles away from the city's centre, on the margin of Lake Pontchartrain. He was listlessly crossing the way as a train came along, and it was easy for the habit of the aforetime brakeman to move him. As the last platform passed the crossing, he reached out mechanically and swung aboard. Spanish Fort is at the mouth of Bayou St. John. A draw-bridge spans the bayou. On the farther, the eastern, side, Claude stood leaning against a pile, looking off far beyond West End to where the sun was setting in the swamps about Lake Maurepas. There--there--not seen save by memory's eye, yet there not the less, was Bayou des Acadiens. Ah me! there was Grande Pointe. "O Bonaventure! Do I owe you"--Claude's thought was in the old Acadian tongue--"Do I owe you malice for this? No, no, no! Better _this_ than _less_." And then he recalled a writing-book copy that Bonaventure had set for him, of the schoolmaster's own devising: _Better Great Sorrow than Small Delight._ His throat tightened and his eyes swam.