Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
Scandal-mongers said that she had jilted Michael in
order that she might marry Otho. Michael had to steel his heart and
his nerves and his whole moral man in a triple brazen armour, in
order to receive these assaults without wincing, and in order to
hear without shrinking the proofs adduced in support of the
hypothesis—Otho’s constant visits, namely, to Balder Hall, and
Magdalen’s graciousness to him. For his own part, with a natural
revulsion of feeling, the result of the demolition of his blind
trust in her, he was firmly persuaded that the marriage would take
place; but it did not. Months passed by, and the indignation at
Magdalen’s infidelity had merged into ridicule of her failure—if
failure it were, for Otho’s visits to Balder Hall continued with
unabated regularity.
During these months Michael had never even seen her, and he took it
for granted, without thinking very much about it, that he was not to
see her any more, nor hold any intercourse with her. Then, one day,
a messenger came in haste from Balder Hall, to Dr. Rowntree, to say
that Miss Strangforth was very ill, and he was to go to her
immediately. But Dr. Rowntree was not in Bradstane at the moment.
Michael was, and of course there could be no question of hesitating
or debating. He went to Balder Hall; was ushered straight into Miss
Strangforth’s room, where the first object he saw was Magdalen
Wynter’s face, pale and anxious, raised to look at him as he came
in. Michael had just time to feel that all that he had been sure he
would experience on first meeting her, was conspicuous by its
absence—all that he would have thought it least likely that he
should feel, he felt. It was she who showed the more agitation of
the two. Her eyes fell, her lips fluttered—she could not meet
Michael’s gaze. She spoke in a low voice, timidly, deprecatingly.
From that moment he felt master of the situation, and of her. It did
not give him a more kindly feeling towards life in general, or
towards Magdalen in particular, but it made him conscious he was a
free man. It was he who from this day took the lead in the
intercourse between Magdalen and himself—chose how far it should go,
laid down the terms on which they should meet. Magdalen had said to
Eleanor, ‘We have been friends ever since.’ Perhaps Michael would
not have contradicted her, even had she asserted this before his
face. But none could know better than Magdalen herself what Michael
in reality felt for her now—none was better acquainted than herself
with the nature of those ashes left after the edifice of his faith
in her had been so entirely consumed and demolished. She knew that
she was powerless now to move him in any way—that he was stronger
than she was, and that, instead of crushing him, she had exposed
herself to the possibility of being crushed by him. He despised
her—she knew it: he esteemed her no higher than his brother Gilbert,
if he did not choose to visit his contempt upon her in the same way.
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