Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
He awaited her next words with an eagerness and anxiety which
surprised himself, and when no words came, he was again surprised at
the feeling of chill regret which came over him. For Eleanor made no
answer whatever to his answer to her question. The vibrating
eagerness of her voice, of the voice with which she had asked if
Otho were a gambler, was stilled. In the darkness, which was now
deep, they rode on in drear, unbroken silence. What she felt, what
she thought, she did not betray. She was not made of the stuff that
wails and laments over the discovery that life is not a track of
smooth grass, warmed by unclouded sunshine.
‘Well,’ said Michael to himself, as this silence grew more and more
oppressive to him; ‘she asked the question. I had to speak the
truth. She must have learnt it sooner or later. I can’t imagine how
it is she has not found it out already....’ Then an intense, eager
wish. ‘If she would only speak! How she must hate me! Yes, she must
hate me for telling her that. How can she help? I expect she is
wishing now that she had never seen me. It’s a pity for her that she
should have come up here, to be thrown into the midst of such
doings. Otho for her brother, Magdalen for her friend, and my
brother—well, for _l’ami de la maison_! A nice company for her to be
in.... And, after all, what is it to me? Only it’s a piece of cursed
ill-luck that I should have got mixed up with her at all.... I wish
she would speak.’
But Eleanor did not speak for what seemed a very long time, except
when Michael, who felt the silence absolutely unbearable, said to
her once, in a curt tone, to cover his unhappiness, ‘Don’t you think
we had better trot along this road? You will get cold if we go too
slowly.’ To which she replied in a measured voice, ‘Yes, no doubt,’
and at once put her horse into a trot, but made no further remark.
This state of things continued until, having made considerable
progress, they were going up the hill towards the old bridge, and
had about twenty minutes more of a ride before them. Just as they
had reached the bridge and got into the light, they met Roger Camm
striding out of the town. He gazed with visible astonishment at
Michael and his companion, raised his hat, and passed on. Then
Eleanor spoke, quite quietly and composedly.
‘Is not that your friend, Mr. Camm?’
‘Yes,’ said Michael, with a profound sense of relief. ‘But, if I may
ask, how do you know he is my friend, and what do you know of him?’
‘I heard about him when Otho took me to see Miss Wynter. And Miss
Dixon was there too——’
‘When was that?’ asked Michael.
‘Why, the day after I came to Thorsgarth. You were there when we
called. Don’t you remember?’
‘I remember that occasion perfectly; but it is a fortnight ago.’
‘Well, I have never been since.’ Michael raised his eyebrows. She
had never been since! ‘Miss Dixon came before we left,’ went on
Eleanor. ‘She said Mr. Camm was going out to fetch her home. Miss
Wynter told me you and he were great friends.’
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