Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
Silence again. Roger pondered the situation, and at last said—
‘I suppose, if you made a promise of that sort, you must keep it.’
‘I must, I think. I’m only under the impression that I was an awful
fool ever _to_ make it.’
‘I don’t see why. It commits you to nothing.’
‘Oh, nothing, of course,’ said Michael, quickly. ‘I’m sorry for her,
that’s all. And I hate to see a woman in trouble.’
‘She may have got over her trouble by the time you get there.’
‘She’ll never get over it, if you mean that she may have begun not
to care about her brother’s weaknesses, or vices—whichever you
please to call them.’
‘Does she expect you to help her in curing them?’ asked Roger,
rather bitterly.
‘I don’t know what she wants,’ said Michael curtly. ‘I thought I’d
tell you about it, that was all. It’s all right.’
With that he seemed to consider the subject at an end. Roger knew
quite well that what Michael meant was, that he repented him
bitterly of his incautious promise to set foot again within
Thorsgarth, and that in speaking about it, he had had one lingering
wish that Roger might say, ‘Don’t go. Say you can’t, or won’t.’ But
Roger had not been able to say that, and if he had, Michael would
not have been able to act upon it. The thing was settled. He was to
go.
All the following day he went about his business and his work,
seemingly just as usual. But behind all his occupations he had
constantly before his mind’s eye the scene of the previous evening—a
sepia-tinted landscape, a picture all in neutral hues, behind whose
grayness he could feel a warmth and a glow which thrilled him. He
saw again the darkling sky and fields, heard the roaring of the
swollen Balder, and then the measured clank of their horses’ hoofs
through the streets and along the frosty roads. And when this
recollection faded for a time, it was replaced by that of their
parting—the tired voice, the earnest request, the promised, ‘I will
not keep you long,’ the sweet burden held for one moment in his
arms, and the door closed between them when she went in.
‘Pooh! What folly. I shall not give way to any such nonsense. Otho
Askam—Otho is her brother. Magdalen—Gilbert—what part or lot have I
with them? She has some crotchet in her head. I would not be unkind
to her, but I will make no more promises. I shall give her to
understand that.’
It was a powerful and an honest resolution, and came from the very
depths of Michael’s convictions on the subject of his own relations
with these persons who had once, years ago, played so important a
part in his life.
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