Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
The chief one was that he himself had advised Eleanor, so to
speak, to make a friend of Gilbert—to confide her troubles to
him, and ask his advice. What had he been dreaming of? Had he
been fool enough to identify her feelings with his own, and be
confident that she would have no intercourse with Gilbert
beyond what was absolutely necessary? What earthly right or
reason had he had for assuming such a thing? A ludicrous
feeling of injured vanity came across him as, in a kind of
parenthesis, he recollected Gilbert’s appearance; the high
finish and perfection of every appointment, from his hat to
his boots, and then contrasted with it all his own rather
rough-and-ready accoutrements—the clothing and paraphernalia
of the poor country doctor who must be out at all hours and in
all weather, no matter what betide. A deep, dark flush crossed
Michael’s face. It was the first time such a contrast had ever
crossed his mind. Now he thought, ‘What does it matter how he
came by it all? She will not inquire into that, and he is the
sort of man she has been accustomed to. And we always like
what we are accustomed to, no matter how we may pretend to
relish a change.’ His poverty and want of power to make the
appearance of other young men, no better born nor bred than
himself, galled him, for the very first time, deep in his
heart of hearts.
Then other considerations came rushing into his mind. She had looked
grave, it was true; but what of that? Hers might be one of those
deep natures to which happiness gives a grave expression. And, grave
or not, she had been riding by Gilbert’s side; she had apparently
been conversing with him on friendly terms; there had been no
expression of displeasure or dislike upon her face.
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