Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
Michael was uneasy and unhappy. At last, unable to endure his
suspense any longer, he leaned over to Mrs. Johnson, and asked, in a
cautious undertone—
‘Have not Otho Askam and Miss Wynter come?’
‘Yes,’ she replied, in the same tone, and with a significant look.
‘They have both gone into the room where the performers wait. Some
people think he is going to volunteer a song.’
Michael nodded, as if satisfied with the explanation. He could not
help giving a glance towards Eleanor, and he saw that the look of
unease on her countenance had deepened. She looked constrained and
uneasy. Just at that moment, Gilbert bent over her and said
something to her, with a smile, and as he spoke to her, he raised
his eyes, and encountered those of Michael. Michael felt, he knew
not what, as he met that glance. Was it anger, or grief, or pain
that clutched him? It was a hot and burning feeling, which seemed to
surge up within him. He did not know—yet—what it was, but he felt as
if he must at all risks avoid meeting Gilbert’s eyes again. He had
never experienced pain like this in any meeting with Magdalen, after
their separation. He had thought that he had put Gilbert away from
him altogether; that he had become no more to him than Magdalen, or
than the merest stranger on the road. This terrible emotional
disturbance showed him that he had been wrong. But how? What did it
import?
The next thing he saw, just as the closing notes of the glee were
sounding, was Roger Camm, who walked quickly up the room, and went
into the waiting-room, spoken of by Mrs. Johnson. Then the music
ceased; the singers received their meed of applause and left the
stage, and then there was a little pause, which was, of course,
employed as such pauses usually are, in a general uprising, talking,
questioning, and laughing. It was wearisome to Michael, who, while
anxious above all things to avoid looking at Gilbert again, could
still not prevent his eyes from being drawn in Eleanor’s direction.
She recognised and greeted him gravely, but, as he keenly felt, not
indifferently. She was still, as he could not but see, practically
alone with Gilbert, as neither Otho nor Magdalen made their
appearance, and Mrs. Parker strayed away to converse with her
friends. Then he saw some neighbours—some of those ‘charity blanket
Blundell girls,’ as Otho gracefully called them, and poor Sir Thomas
Winthrop (glaring distrustfully at Gilbert, who stood erect and
half-smiling, all the while), come and talk to her, and Michael did
not move from his place, but sat still, listening vaguely to Effie’s
prattle, and feeling again and again the same strange, strong and
painful feeling shake him from head to foot. Then people began to go
back to their places. The noise and bustle settled down, the pause
was over. The next thing was a round of applause, and Michael,
looking up, saw that Roger Camm had appeared upon the platform, and
was going to the piano with some music in his hand. It was Michael’s
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