Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
He did so, and then turned to her. For a little time he stood with
his back against the mantelpiece, and his hands clasped behind him.
She drew out her handkerchief and held it before her eyes, to
conceal the tears which rage and temper prevented from flowing;
while she tapped the floor with her foot. It was a cruelly painful
ordeal to him, and he was revolving in his mind how to speak to her.
How, how was he to reproach her? For reproach her he must. He had
gone so suddenly into the ante-room at the concert; for once, he had
seen Ada and her actions clearly, and without any flattering veil
over them—had seen her openly coquetting with another man, and that
a man whose character and station made it impossible for such
coquetting to be innocent. It was her innocence and ignorance, he
told himself, with yearning love in his heart, which had permitted
her to be so misled. All that was necessary was for him to tell her
what the real character was, that Otho Askam bore, and she would see
what a mistake she had made. But how to begin—what words were soft
enough, gentle enough? While he was thus inwardly debating, Ada
suddenly looked up.
‘Have you brought me here to play at a quaker’s meeting?’ she asked,
angrily. ‘I thought you said you had something to say; and I wish
you’d be quick with it, as I’m sure it’s nothing agreeable.’
‘Ada, is that my fault?’ he asked, turning to her with a wistful
look.
‘Of course it is your fault,’ was the indignant reply. ‘Why must you
fly into a passion about nothing at all, and speak to me as if I’d
been doing something worse than any one else ever did, and insult
me, and speak in such a way to a gentleman like Mr. Askam—and Miss
Wynter sitting there? Am I not to be allowed to speak to a
gentleman?’
‘Ada!’ he exclaimed, all the gentle phrases scattered to the winds
at the picture which her words conjured into his mind, and speaking
solemnly, and even sternly,—‘for heaven’s sake be silent, or you
will drive me to speak to you in a way that I shall repent.
Gentleman! No gentleman would behave as that blackguard behaved
to-night. When I went in and saw him leaning over your chair, I
wonder I did not rush at him and knock him down, without a word. Let
me tell you that no girl’s character would benefit by its being
known that Otho Askam was on friendly terms with her. He is a
thorough-paced cad, without honour, or honesty, or principles.
Child, child! How could you let him lead you on, in the face——’
‘You’re never jealous!’ cried Ada, her anger turned into something
like a smile.
‘Jealous!’ echoed Roger, with unspeakable contempt in his tone.
‘When I have to be jealous of him, it will be all up between you and
me. I boil with rage at the pollution you suffer from his
familiarity. Ada—you do love me, my darling, don’t you?’
‘Why, yes, of course,’ said Ada, slowly.
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