Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
His hand was raised, and there was fury in his eyes. The words
seemed surging in his brain, and burnt upon his heart. The tone of
them lashed him to perfect madness. If he had got hold of Otho’s
collar the results might have been unpleasant, but he felt Gilbert’s
hand on his arm, and Gilbert’s voice whispered in his ear—
‘Don’t you see he is just leading you on? You are not a
prize-fighter, if he is. Let him go!’
Roger’s hand dropped. Otho was watching him with a look of hatred in
his face which was far stronger than the sneer which his lips tried
to form. He was insolent, and he carried the matter off with a
laugh, but it had roused his worst hatred and his blackest
animosity.
‘I said I would go in three months,’ said Roger, constrainedly,
clenching his hands down, to keep himself under control; ‘but you
have made that impossible. You can look out for yourself from this
moment. I will not darken your doors again, if I can help it.’
With which, picking up his hat, he pushed Otho unceremoniously to
one side, and walked out, leaving the others to make the best of the
situation.
His heart was sick as he walked away. Such a scene his very soul
abhorred. All the tingling desire to chastise Otho seemed to
evaporate as he left his presence. He felt again nothing but
loathing, aversion, and a wish to keep as clear of him as possible.
But reptiles can sting, and Otho had stung. As Roger passed through
the street, and saw the windows of Ada’s home, his impulse was to
call there and see her; he hesitated, paused, walked on.
‘She’s not worth thinking twice about. Which was the worst, eh?—she
or I?’
His heart, wrung with shame and anguish, called upon her name. No.
He must not go in now. He must wait until hours had passed, and
reflection had come to his aid.
He went on to the Red Gables, and found Michael just in from his
first round. To him Roger related what had happened, and what he had
done.
‘I could not help it,’ he said. ‘I began civilly enough, and
prudently enough; but when that cur gives tongue I lose my head. He
has never happened to do it before, about anything in which I had
any concern; but as soon as he began, it was all up with me. I left
him and your excellent brother to settle it as they best could; I
walked off.’
‘Well, I cannot blame you,’ said Michael, when he had heard him out.
should’ have done the same, or more. But it is an odious business.’
‘It is a vile business,’ replied Roger, gloomily; ‘and until after
Christmas, I shall be at a loose end, for it is useless trying to
see after anything before then.’
CHAPTER XXIX
A FALSE STEP IN GOOD FAITH
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