Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
The proposition took Roger by surprise, and embarrassed him at the
same time, for it made his decision concerning the separation of Ada
and himself seem less than before the only reasonable one to come
to. But he was not a man who came to such decisions in a moment of
carelessness or impatience, and, having once arrived at them he was
hard to move. At first there was a strong feeling of temptation,—the
sensation that Gilbert’s proposal put an end to all difficulties,
and made his way clear before him. This, which was the natural
feeling, he immediately began to distrust, chiefly because of his
previous resolution to leave Bradstane, and after a few moments of
rapid thought decided that to make things clear and right between
him and Ada, he would make any sacrifice; and if this was the
sacrifice required—the giving up of this opening—why, the more
promptly and rapidly it was accomplished the better.
‘This is what I never expected,’ he at last said, slowly, ‘and it is
very tempting.’
‘That means, that it does not tempt you, but the reverse; is it not
so?’
‘No; it does tempt me very much. But there are private
reasons—reasons which I can’t quite explain to you, which I am
afraid will prevent it.’
‘If you say that, I suppose I must not press you. But I am very
sorry, if you think you cannot do as I wish. There are several
reasons why I wished it very much, apart from the one that you are
far better suited to the post than any one else I could possibly
find. One is, that if you had accepted, there would have been no
further settlements required, since I know you so well;—no question
of references, or recommendations from other persons.’
‘Yes, I understand that.’
‘But, if you do not come to me, but take another situation, you will
have to refer to your former employer, who, in name at any rate, has
been Mr. Askam.’
‘Well, and what can Mr. Askam say of me that is not creditable?’
‘Nothing—with truth. But you are aware that he is unscrupulous and
extremely vindictive.’
‘But there is such a thing as an action for defamation of character,
if people tell lies about you. I have not the slightest fear of any
such thing. He may dislike me, but he is not quite mad, and he
simply dare not do it.’
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