Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
Gilbert had said to Roger that he was only remaining a few days
longer at Thorsgarth; but as a matter of fact, he stayed till over
the New Year,—being able, seemingly, to put off the business which,
he every now and then remarked in a casual way, called aloud to him
from London. He could hardly have enjoyed himself much, during the
latter portion of his visit—at least, that was Eleanor’s feeling, as
she uneasily watched the course of events after the concert. For a
few days she was quite in the dark as to the exact state of things.
Of course she lay awake a long time on that particular night,
feeling uneasy about every subject to which her thoughts
turned,—Otho, Gilbert, Magdalen, Ada; she felt no sense of security
or comprehension with regard to any one of them. Why did Magdalen,
after behaving so well at first under the insult which Otho had put
upon her, fall off so lamentably afterwards—tamely submitting to his
behest, and allowing him to drive home with her?
And Gilbert—in whom, to a certain extent, she had put her trust—was
no more than a broken reed. He had promised to see that all should
go right, and, on the contrary, everything had gone wrong—just as
wrong as it could possibly go; and he seemed neither vexed nor
uneasy about it, but allowed things to take their course.
When she met Otho at lunch, after his quarrel with Roger, and saw
his sullen look, and heard his sulky, curt remarks and replies, she
felt miserable, in spite of telling herself that it was no affair of
hers; and she did not venture to inquire what had angered him. She
vaguely dreaded to hear his reply. The Christmas Day, which happened
also to be a Sunday, came; and the doctor’s Christmas-tree was to be
on the twenty-sixth. She had not seen Mrs. Johnson since the
concert, and was therefore in ignorance as to what had happened at
the mills, and it suited Gilbert for a day or two to say nothing to
her. So she lived on in uneasiness, and sometimes caught herself
thinking of her former life, which she had left six weeks ago, as if
it were a hundred years away from her; and of her uncle and cousin
Paul on their travels, as if they were inhabitants of another world,
journeying on seas and in lands unheard of.
Things were in this condition on Monday afternoon, and she was
sitting alone in her parlour in the waning daylight, when Barlow
came in with a message from Gilbert, to know if she would see him.
Her thoughts, which had strayed away from the painful present, were
suddenly pulled back again to their post. Instinctively bracing
herself to meet something disagreeable, she bade Barlow show Mr.
Langstroth up, and then sat and waited for him.
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