Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘“Poor Otho,” as you call him, is my oldest friend; I know him
better than any one else does, except perhaps the lady we have been
speaking of, whose acquaintance with him dates from the very same
time. You laughed just now—you could not help it. Does not your
common sense now explain to you that it is much better to take men
as they are, and provide them with the best that circumstances will
allow, instead of wanting to insist on their having for mate an
ideal which does not suit, and which they would hate if they had to
live with it? That is my view of the case.’
‘Very well,’ said she, resignedly. ‘Go on.’
‘I was about to observe that though Otho certainly appears disposed
just now to kick over the traces altogether, and not listen to
anything that any one has to say to him, yet I think I may still
say, I have more influence over him than any one else has. But upon
my soul, I do not know how long it may last. He has got some notion
into his head which, for a wonder, he has not confided to me, and I
cannot answer for the freaks which it may inspire him to play. I
wonder if you will think me impertinent for asking, did you know
much about Otho and his character before you came to live here?’
‘No—at least, my uncle, Mr. Stanley, used to say he was afraid Otho
was rather fast, and told me not to let him bet. I think,’ added
Eleanor, with rather a sad smile, ‘that if we had known him better,
we should not have wasted our words in that way.’
‘I think something still more probable is, that you would not have
wasted your time in coming here.’
‘I did not choose to come here. It so fell out that this was the
right place for me to come to.’
‘You had nowhere else to go?’
‘Practically nowhere. My aunt died, and my uncle’s health had so
given way that he and Paul—my cousin, and their only child—have gone
to travel together for an indefinite time. Where should I have
thought of coming to but to my _home_?’
She raised her head, and looked at him both proudly and sadly.
Gilbert’s eyes fell—not in confusion, but reflectively.
‘True,’ he admitted, after a moment. ‘And you intend to remain
here?’
‘Certainly I do. Why should I go?’
‘Oh, there are many reasons. It is not a pleasant house for you to
be in.’
Eleanor felt as if Otho’s conduct were being commented upon, and she
herself tutored by some one who was much more master of the
situation than she was. She did not exactly like it, but she was
powerless to resent it; she did not quite know whether she wished
even to resent it.
‘It is a dreary house,’ said she at length. ‘It is depressing to me,
too. But I don’t know that one may always leave a place just because
it happens not to be pleasant.’
‘Ah! You know Otho is going away when I do?’
‘Yes.’
‘I will answer for it that you will not see much more of him till
after the Derby Day, and perhaps not then. Don’t you think it would
be advisable for you to have a change, too?’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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