Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘Your reason may. Mine does not. Mine tells me that Otho is my
brother; and I’m sure he is wretched with his own wrong-doing,
though you scoff at the idea. Do you mean to tell me that Otho is
happy?—you cannot. And my reason tells me that, sometime, I might
find a way of helping him. He might want to come home and have some
one to be kind to him, sometime. And I might be away, and never hear
of it till a long time afterwards. I don’t mean to say that nothing
would induce me ever to go to the Dower House; that is a different
thing. But I will not think of leaving Bradstane. Men’s reason is
proverbially superior to women’s reason, you know. Perhaps that is
why we don’t agree.’
‘Perhaps it is,’ said he, tranquilly. ‘After what you have said it
would be impertinence in me to urge anything further. Perhaps I have
gone too far already. I was under the impression that you were very
unhappy in Bradstane, but I am pleased to find that my fears were
exaggerated. I am very glad you have found mitigating circumstances,
and I hope the good may continue to outweigh the evil in your
estimation.’
He spoke politely and coldly. Eleanor sat silent and almost
breathless. Gilbert had never spoken to her thus before. She was
alarmed at his tone, and it brought back to her recollection all the
dissertations she had heard from Dr. Rowntree on the subject of his
infernal cleverness, as the worthy Friend called it. At the same
moment she recalled a descriptive sentence which she had heard Otho
utter not long ago. ‘Finding’—he had said, speaking of some
acquaintance who had long unsuccessfully wooed a lady—‘finding the
sentimental dodge no go, he took to intimidation, and fairly bullied
her into it.’
A convulsive smile twitched her lips. She did not believe now that
Gilbert’s altered tone arose from disappointed sentiment. A much
more prosaic reason suggested itself to her, namely, that the
sentiment had been assumed in order to amuse himself, and see what
the effect would be upon her. He must stand sorely in need of some
kind of amusement at Thorsgarth, she reflected, and that was the one
nearest to his hand. His present demeanour and sentiments were
probably those of the natural man. What he had just said convinced
her that he did not more than half believe in her desire to remain
in order to be of some possible service to Otho. She was more than
ever sure of this when he rose and said—
‘I will not detain you any longer, I know you are going out this
evening, and I know that children’s parties begin early, as a rule.’
‘Yes, that is——’
‘Oh, I know what a benevolent old gentleman Dr. Rowntree is,
especially to those who are his favourites. He would like to give
them all Christmas presents and kisses, young and old, big and
little. I wish you a very pleasant evening.’
She was silent still. Gilbert wished her good afternoon, and
departed.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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