Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
It was not for moral
and spiritual degradation that she mourned and refused to be
comforted, but for material trouble,—vanity crushed, great hopes of
advancement and aggrandisement shattered; her social position, such
as it was, gone for ever, and humbler women who had been clever
enough to take care of themselves, exalted above her. When they
showed her her child, who was a healthy and beautiful boy, though
not robust, she turned away in horror, with hatred in her eyes—the
nearest approach to an active emotion which she had shown since her
calamity. It was what Michael had expected to see, and he noted it
down in his mind.
‘I wish he was dead, and me too!’ she said, looking coldly at
Michael. ‘I think you might have put us both out of the way, Dr.
Langstroth, if you had had as much kind feeling as people talk
about.’
Michael told Eleanor that the child must be removed from Ada’s
vicinity. Therefore, while the latter remained at the farm, in Mrs.
Nadin’s care, Eleanor charged herself with the baby, and took it and
its nurse into her house. She could have devised no surer means of
healing the wounds, sweetening the bitterness, soothing the
angriness of her own thoughts. The utter helplessness of the child,
the terrible circumstances of its birth, its clouded future,
appealed irresistibly to her nature. She grew to love the little
creature with an intensity which surprised herself. She hushed it to
sleep in her arms, or interrogated its large mournful eyes as they
stared upwards, with long, vacant gaze into her absorbed face. And
in this occupation she had time to ponder over all that had
happened, and to try to shape her course in accordance, not with the
dictates of anger and passion, however just, but with the laws of
mercy and forgiveness. The helpless figure in her arms, whose warm
and clinging dependence seemed to make everything more human and
more endurable, softened her, calmed her, so that sometimes she
spoke to Michael of what had happened, and of what might happen,
with an insight and a depth of thought and feeling which surprised
him, ready as he was to credit her with all manner of goodness and
nobleness.
Her great desire, during the period in which the boy was under her
care, was to get a marriage performed between Otho and Ada.
Thorsgarth was not an entailed property, though it had always been
the practice in the Askam family to arrange it and the succession to
it as if it had been. If Otho and Ada were married, and he could be
forced to do justice to this child, though he could never give him
the name he ought to have borne, yet much evil would be removed, and
great sorrow and heart-burning averted.
Strange to say, the difficulties in the way of this scheme arose,
not with Otho, but with Ada. When the latter was well enough to
leave the farm, Eleanor brought her to her own house, since Ada
utterly refused to go home, saying she would kill herself if they
took her there.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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